My Savior 🔞 ( Part One )

Her feelings

It's been two months now.
Things have barely changed so far. I was getting used to the robot being in my steps. I was bothered less by now. Of course, my father was absent more. Why not? He got me someone to control me.
Well, not like it could. I barely listened . Although I tried to stay out of trouble as much as I could .
Lorette was there for me too .
I must add, I didn't feel much when we spent time together.
We did the nasty too. But nothing.
She was a human yet her presence was leaving me frozen.
From time to time I felt , maybe it would be the best to break up with her. She was so naive but a good person who tried her best for a shitty guy like me.
But I couldn't just tell her to leave me alone. I mean I could, but her father knows mine. And God forbid if she creates a drama.
I had to stick with her for a while. I felt like inviting her over.  It was an excuse to escape hanging out with Roger and Felix. I didn't mind them, but I was well aware if I stayed out with them I'd drink again and fuck some shit up. Which I couldn't allow myself for now.
Mother was home when me and Lorette arrived. She couldn't  follow the names of the girls who I brought home every now and then. She tried to get to know them, but by the time she could remember their name, it was a new girl again . So , she kind of stopped to bother until I find a serious relationship. Even so, I doubt it'll ever happen .
"Aww, isn't it nice of you, inviting me to your home . Last time I was here I couldn't even check around in peace"
She was so excited. Obviously. And rather curious. I didn't mind. In the end, this was only a stupid game that I wanted to end somehow.
"You can look around, fine by me.."
Naive me thought, if I'm being cold or neutral with her, she'll get angry or annoyed and she doesn't want to meet ever again. Well, nope.
"I saw your mom, but where is your dad? I hoped I could meet him too. And where are the servants? Show me around, will you?"
I'd rather be in my room and drown in my self hate.
"Lorette, you're not a child. Go and look around and let me be. Dad is probably working, I don't really give a shit."
Her smile disappeared. Good, just how I wanted. But did she give up? No...
"Babe, don't be mean. I'd love you to show everything. Maybe even your *bedroom*  "
Unlike her, I was getting annoyed. But fuck if I wanted drama. I just wanted her to tell me I'm a jerk and that she doesn't want me anymore .
"What do you want in my bedroom? We did it just a few days ago. Stop being such a lusty girl dammit.. "
Lorette rolled her eyes then poked my chest. I didn't like when she did that. Her nails were big and I'm skinny. I'm not a sensitive baby but imagine someone poking your slim chest.
"Hush yourself and let's look around!"
For once I was glad that the robot appeared. Of course it had to be the polite gentleman.
"Mr. O'Hara! I didn't know you brought such a beautiful guest here. Who's this young mademoiselle?"
I could see the confusion on her face. I've never mentioned that I have an assistant. Mostly not the part that it's not even a human.
"..and who are you? Are you the bellhop?"
"Well, I apologize Miss. I am not a bellhop, my name is ..."
I stopped it. I had a plan. Something wild and risky
"Doesn't matter. I changed my mind. Go and freshen up and wait for me in my bedroom"
"But I don't even know where  the bathroom is, not to mention your bedroom..."
First I wanted the stupid machine to accompany her, but that would ruin my plan.
"You go upstairs and turn on the left. The second door is the bathroom , when you come out you need to come back the exact same way. You can find my room at the right, the first door"
I winked at her. Her face went light pink. Lorette giggled and winked back at me.  It was only a moment and she disappeared .
I knew that girls needed 5-7 minutes for themselves to fix their make ups. That was more than enough time. Once I was sure she wouldn't hear me, it was time for action .
"You come with me..."
I grabbed the robot by the arm and dragged it with me.
"Will. You're acting weird. You could just ask me to follow you. And who is this young lady?  Girlfriend of yours if you don't mind me asking ?"
I sat down on the bed. I got time but I didn't want to explain to it anything. My plan didn't need it.
"Sit your ass down and stay silent finally. She'll come some and we need to surprise her"
It sat down , obediently like it should. No more questions were asked. Soon, I could hear heels. They were coming from the bathroom. I gulped. Now, I wasn't sure anymore about what I'm doing. I had like a minute to act. Only one. And I almost froze.
I. Need. To . Get. Rid. Of. Her.
Hesitation wasn't an option now. I had to do it. My heart was pounding , I was so anxious.
"Will .. You're pale. Maybe we should take a deep.. "
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...
.. I pushed the robot down on the bed, towered over it and kissed it. I have never done it before. Not with another male.  I'm not sure if I wasn't pushed away because it was obedient or surprised. Maybe both.
It was a metal toy, covered in silicone or so.. but those lips. They felt good. I mean... They felt realistic and made me forget that they belonged to a male.
I wasn't aware of Lorette's presence. Not at all. My heart started to race in my chest . I only needed it to last till she sees us. But honestly .. it felt like it lasted for minutes..
"Will...what the actual hell???"
She stomped her leg and yelled. I jumped up as if I was surprised.
"L..Lorette.. ? I thought I asked you to... I mean.. "
Thankfully I was good at acting . I could see the anger in her eyes. Not only that but the feeling of hurt and betrayal.
"Are you kidding me?? You told me to wait for you here! And you're fucking making out with this man??? Who is he even?? "
She shook her head in disbelief. Then threw her bag at me. The robot was as confused as Lorette, but silent.
"Baby, I can explain. I swear it's nothing. He just..."
Then her face turned back to neutral. Why so fast? I doubt she calmed down already.
"Wait.. don't tell me that this guy forced himself on you! Isn't he a servant? That's just nasty! Not only because it's gay but a servant should know his damn place !"
Well, this is not really what I wanted. Although, if I tell her that he forced me then she'd tell her dad and then he tells mine. In a nutshell I could finally get rid of this toy. But the burden of a girlfriend would still be on me.
I looked up at her. She was still confused and kinda angry. If I tell her that I wanted to do it? She'll think I'm gay and I can't risk her gossiping in school.
Fuck my life ...