My Savior 🔞 ( Part One )

Unexpected

After my exam we had a week to wait. I had mixed feelings about it.
I mean, I studied as much as I could but the bad news ,  I kept it for the last few days. Who can I blame ? Myself only. Because I was acting as a total dick.
Father said, he doesn't like the idea of me leaving anywhere while I can't take responsibility, but he said I can after my exam.
I was chilling alone, reading some fanfiction online. My professor said he'd send the result to everyone via email. I kept checking literally every single hour . Nothing...
"Why are you not studying?"
My father appeared out of nowhere. So silently it freaked me out and I dropped my phone .
"Jesus Christ dad! What the fuck??"
He lifted his glasses and glared down at me. I just rolled my eyes, of course he disliked me cursing.
"Ok , ok sorry but what are you doing here? I have nothing for now, I'm waiting for my result so I'm just sitting around"
"I can see that. Instead of doing something useful. I'm getting ready for a meeting and I'd like you not to be around"
Of course he wouldn't want me around. He doesn't want his colleagues to see his good for nothing son.
"Dad, I'm not even making problems. I'm silent and I won't be bothering"
"I know you won't, but these men will be loud and you *will be* bothered. Not the other way around. So I suggest you do your thing somewhere else."
I was surprised. He actually just wanted me to have peace? Now that's something new.
"Ah... Okay, thank you. I'll go out with Miles then"
"Son, you shouldn't. I told you. He can't leave the mansion. These humanoids have a tracking chip.  In case someone tries to steal them , or just for the case that happened in December. You only got my permission to take him with you because it's far from home"
I didn't like it. I wanted to take Miles everywhere now. Like...a boyfriend or.. something. But I didn't want to push my dad's limits.
"I don't understand why... If they have chips, even if something happens they can easily be tracked so..?"
"William. Understand and let it go. Miles *cannot* leave anywhere. This is the only occasion and I end this discussion."
Yeah, still made no sense. I heard that other guys take their personal assistants anywhere.. but I guess I have to make a do with that.
"Alright.. thank you for letting us go"
With that, I left him. At least he was kind of nice this time. I took my phone and went to make  coffee.
He was there, doing what now...?
Sitting at the table and having his arms on it , resting his head on them. I swear, it looked like he was napping.
It put a smile on my face. Isn't he a humanoid after all? Where did this idea come from? Or was he only bored and had nothing better to do? I carefully put my phone down, then walked to him. I don't care what mom was saying. If this is fire, I'm so ready to burn myself , even if it means, I'll perish .
"Why are you so fucking perfect?"
I whispered and stroked his hair.  From time to time it felt more and more as if we were dating. Perhaps, it was time to ask him finally . But then, I'll also have to tell my parents. Maybe after we get home from Wyoming. Let's not let the hell down on myself just now
"Miles..? Remember? You don't actually need to sleep"
I figured that every now and then he managed to put himself in energy saving mode. I assumed he was doing it now also .
To my touch, he looked up and seemed confused. As if I just woke him from a dream which is not possible at all.
"It's okay, you can rest. We have nothing to do today. I just found it kind of cute how you were resting like a human"
He had no smile.. On top of that , he appeared serious.
"Very inappropriate if you ask me "
"Why now? It's ok. You don't need to be active all the time. Besides , I was chilling too. It's okay"
Can I say that he didn't seem to be in a good mood? Can he even be in any mood?
"Miles.. you seem off. Everything is fine?"
Instead of responding, he just got up and made some coffee . I doubt he could read my mind.
"There you go. You seem to be needing this"
I took the cup and showed a grateful smile. But I got nothing in return
"Thank you"
"No problem"
And he left...
Did someone switched my dad and my almost boyfriend?? What the hell was going on?
I didn't want to overthink but I couldn't help it. It's clear that I was the only in love since he wasn't capable of it. But suddenly he not only acted neutral but distant. Did he already regret *us* ?
Again, I felt my stomach in a knot. I had no appetite, I had no mood . I left my phone on the table. I didn't care about anything for the rest of the day. I headed to my room.
Every damn time... Every time I felt, things were going better, life made me regret feeling good even for a short time. Of course I started to believe that I didn't deserve good things .
I threw myself down on my bed. Why do I bother ? Why I'm still chasing happiness when it's not for me.. When I'm just a failure.
"I don't even feel like going to Wyoming.. "
I sighed for myself. My heart kept hurting.
When I woke up it was late. My room was dark, the pale light of the moon shone through the window. I slept for hours. Who cares?
Then I remembered. Hopefully I got the email by now. I turned my laptop on. I honestly haven't used it for a long time now.
"Let's see..."
Of course it kept loading , making me more nervous. It took a while but I could enter my password.
"Alright.. Mr Lanvigne finally sent that fucking email"
I checked. Well... It wasn't what I expected. Maybe deep inside I knew.
I read it over and over, but the sentences didn't change.