My Savior 🔞 ( Part One )

Deal

Now, this was one unexpected meeting. What an arrogant piece of shit . He gave me only three more months. That's nothing... Absolutely nothing. I'll need that time to figure out how to get more money. My father won't let me continue my studies and I don't want to work with him. We were in the car, driving back home..
"Miles... Can you believe that? He looks like you. It's weird. I mean you look like him but still"
"I knew that. What do you think, why was I not allowed to be seen outside? People would confuse me with him"
Now this made sense. Even though, Hector and Miles looked alike,  Miles sure has a better personality.  Sweet, caring, helpful and charming.
While...I can't deny that I got turned on when that bastard slammed me on his desk. And I still am , very much in the mood.
Since I let Miles drive, I was free.
I looked at him, imagined him doing the same to me , what Hector did. I actually wanted it..but by this man.
I placed my hand on his leg, and started to rub it softly.
"You're very bad. You forget that I don't feel when you touch me. Besides you shouldn't distract me"
"Aw, I know but I'm so horny"
He did a quick peek at me then smiled.
"Yup, I can see that"
Just before I could make things hot, my phone began to ring like a maniac.
"For fuck's sake.. dad "
"I bet he noticed us missing. You better pick it"
With a deep sigh I had like 3 seconds to prepare myself for his anger.
"Dad..?"
"William O'Hara! Listen here! You were already in big trouble but now leaving with the humanoid added more fuel for the fire you were burning . Wherever you are, get your ass home as soon as possible!"
"You didn't listen to me.. I had to do something drastic "
"Yes? You better not dream about leaving the country with your so called lover. It's not a movie!"
I wish we did that.. but now that I think about it, I'm sure dad would have called Hector and asked him to turn Miles off. Since he can, even from distance..
"I took Miles to his owner...asked him to let me keep Miles. And he will email you. "
"You're not keeping him and you are heading to the military in a month. End of discussion!"
"No dad, I'm serious! He really will send you an email bec...."
Before I could explain to him, of course dear father of mine cut the call..
"Sure.. not like I expected anything else.. he doesn't want me to be happy. He doesn't believe that I can change.. none of them does.."
I cried. I couldn't get used to this pain. I really did try to show them that I can do better! That with Miles, I'm better...and my life would be better too.. but they didn't care. They even despised me being gay. Soon my crying became sobbing. Uncontrollable one. My body was trembling. Of course my horny mood was dead and I wished I was too
"Will.. let's calm down, alright?"
Miles drove a few more streets in silence. I was sobbing so bad. Not the silent type when you're just sniffing and blowing your nose. Nope, I was loud, I couldn't take more of this pain. Why can I not have a normal life where I have my happy ending too?
I only noticed that the car stopped.  The place wasn't familiar. Hell I could have been kidnapped too, that's how much I didn't pay attention.
"We're together in this. Hector gave you time. And no offense , but your father can't do anything about that"
He pulled me into his arms. I felt like washed shit. I buried my face into his chest. My tears didn't stop coming , not only his, but my own shirt got wet too.
"Ssh. Everything is going to be alright"
"I don't know... Everything seems lost. No one understands me. Not even your damn creator..."
"Will. It's nothing like that. Hector is a people pleaser. If someone then he sure tries to understand you. He gave you time already. Maybe it doesn't seem much but we'll figure things out, alright? What else did he say?"
What else... He said a lot of things. I don't believe that he actually wanted to understand me at all. A man like him probably has no problems at all. His life is cool, he's rich, he is well known , and by the way he treated me, I bet my ass that he has not one but several lovers .. what the fuck does he know about feeling lonely or miserable?
"He asked me to take you to him every three weeks.. so he checks you and has some talk with you.. that's all"
"See? He cares. Probably wants to see the progress meanwhile. We will do better and he'll be fully convinced"
I pursed my lips while wiping my dumb , wet face dry.
"No offense but I doubt it . He seems like a total dick.. What are three months good or enough for?"
"He is a nice guy. You gotta know him better. Of course he's strict, he's a business man , and he has so much responsibility. But trust me on this, he has a good heart.."
I noticed something. Miles seemed distant for a moment. Of course he'd say this about his owner.
"..a heart that I don't have. I'm still only a pretty well functioning humanoid. Don't forget that"
"I don't care. You're the only one who loves me. And sorry but you're only fond of him because you're like his child.."
"Well, makes sense. But I spent enough time with him to study him.  I'm telling the truth. Hector really is different from how you saw him"
Like I care. It doesn't even matter. I just want Miles...
I snuggled up with him for a long time. Little by little my heart began to slow down and wasn't racing anymore. I was a mess. Now it was time to go home. All I hoped was that by then, my father received the email. That was my only hope..