My Savior 🔞 ( Part One )

What you don't know

I hissed. Crimson color tainted my palm. Of course I managed to cut my hand with a piece of the  broken cup again. Like I wasn't mad at myself already for my parents' argument .
"Do I really just fuck everything up?"
Unbothered by the blood, I got on knees  to clean up the pieces. While doing, suddenly I sensed someone behind me. Slowly straightening up, I felt arms around my waist .
Without looking, I knew who it was.
"I hope I don't bother"
My annoyance left me . I placed my hands on his, pressed my body against his. I was relaxed , as if I didn't just cause more problems
"You can never bother me..."
Slowly turning around I tiptoed to reach him for a kiss. This is all I wanted. To remain sane and calm. I fixed his vest and necktie. If it wasn't bittersweet then I don't know what is .
"I'm sorry.. I think I've made a big mess again. "
"Why are you apologizing to me? And  what have you done?"
Miles noticed my wound and cleaned it with a handkerchief. I hated how caring he was when he wasn't able to show love. But I couldn't blame him
"..I just wanted to go somewhere alone. I mean with you , so we could spend some time together. But dad doesn't let me. And mom started to argue with him..."
"How's that your fault? You deserve some time on your own , somewhere far from this chaos."
I knew that too.  And I wished that dad understood too.
"It's hard...it's so hard for me. I just want to be happy. No matter what it costs. And I only can feel happy if you're with me . But I don't know how to share this with them..it's scary and dad will lose his shit..."
Miles pursed his lips . Guess he understood how I felt . And on top of it? I was more scared of dad sending Miles back if I told them that ...I love him..
"We'll figure things out together, I promise. And I feel , your mother will convince him. Let's not stress about it. You are overthinking a lot . You're creating not feasible scenes and out comings and they ruin your mood. Live in the present and let life handle your future  if you stay positive, you'll attract positive things. Trust me on this."
As always he was the sweet, confident and positive guy. And here I am the idiot who was about to break down soon. I know , if I have to go through more, I'll sure have a breakdown .
He pulled me into his arms, gently rocking me like I was a baby again. It took a while, but my anxiety finally left .
"..you shouldn't be this perfect. Makes me want to meet your creator to thank them for  making you"
His smile disappeared, as if I just insulted his ancestors
"Will, let's *never* talk about my creator. I'd love to stay. But I'm still not certain how that'll affect your life in the future. Whatever is happening between us , or with me... I don't really think it should be this way"
"What does it supposed to mean?"
There we go, I was nervous again. I felt that he was kind of not liking our "relationship".  Was it even a relationship? I just realized, I never officially asked him out
"I am a humanoid, I was made to help people like you. I'm not supposed to have any sort of feelings. Yet I do. Not that many but I have. And it is a little worrying"
Now that is, but also very interesting. I really wanted to understand him. Or if any other androids were like him. Maybe, I could really take a visit to the company where he was made.
After talking a little, he accompanied me back. My heart was racing. Having him as a secret gave me adrenaline , his touch was my addiction, and if he could love me back that'd be my sweet poison.
We were in the lobby, before going on different ways, I grabbed his arm and pulled him back. I had male needs, and I really wanted them to get satisfied soon
"Let's meet in my room later. I want to have a bite of you..."
Miles showed that playful smile which I loved. He took a step back and pressed a kiss on the top of my head. I got a single minute to put my nasty hands on those nice buns. I told you before too, it shouldn't be legal for a humanoid to have this nice bottom. Round and soft ..putting me in the mood more.
"Perhaps this time we can even switch..."
I was teasing , although I don't think I could do it and by the look he was giving me, he knew it perfectly well.
"Dream on"
And with that he left and I tried to..
But the moment I turned on my heels , there stood my mother.
My face was burning. Her face seemed surprised... Shit!! Did she see us?? My heart started to beat madly. Perhaps she just arrived the moment when Miles left...
"..mom..? Is...is there something wrong?"
She looked down...at my hands...then back at me. Her face was now neutral. Fuck my life
"Mom...I just..I mean, it's not like we.. uhmm..."
"Will. I talked to your father. You need to promise me that I won't be disappointed. Because I convinced him to let you leave"
My eyes shone with joy. Thankfully, she didn't see anything, neither suspected. And even managed to soften dad. I was so happy I hugged her like I haven't done for years
"Thank you! You're the best! I won't disappoint you I swear! I can't wait! I'll tell Miles too! Thank you again!"
She nodded and hugged me. Maybe life wasn't treating me bad anymore.
I was so happy I even kissed her cheek. When I tried to leave to share the good news, but she reached after me
"...Will , only because you can go, whatever you're doing please don't.  I'd be devastated to see you heartbroken if *someone* hurts you"
I gulped. What..? Did she...see us? Or suspected something?
"Alright... Please don't worry I guess..."
I should be more careful. And now I was even more uncertain about telling them my secret.  I rushed to my room.  I needed to clean my mind , I was going to have an exam in two days  and my future was depending on it..