My Savior 🔞 ( Part One )

I beg..

So here we are ...
I tried to make the best of my little *vacation* because I knew that this moment would come and it will be not only awkward but awful.
I was sitting on the couch, alone... My mother was sitting on the armchair, looking very distressed. Dad..? Well, he was standing , crossing his arms over his chest. I could tell it's better if I stay silent and listen them for now. Dad turned Miles off...which was a bad sign.
"So..when did you plan to tell us?"
Mom broke the silence. But her voice wasn't comfortingly calm, more like impatient.
"Mom , I...didn't mean to hide it. I..I just..I waited for the best occasion. You two are always so busy so it seemed it's not that important I guess.."
Father frowned. So, I guess I'll just back for our conversation from the day before me and Miles left.

9 days ago

"Dad...I...I really tried my best. I'll find a job or ..something. I promise, you don't have to wor..."
I stopped myself . If he didn't know about my result, then what was he angry about..???
"Wait..if it's not the exam that you wanted to talk about then what else?"
Miles shook his head. Can I say he looked worried ?
"We will talk about your future too! But the thing I wanted to talk about it also serious"
I'll faint. My heart can't take more. Nope.. just let me die. I've not seen him this furious for years... I didn't even dare to breath. I stood still in dead silence.
"Son. When did you plan to tell us that you are gay??"
Jesus... Jesus Christ....!! How ? How did he find out?? No one knew, no one ever saw us . I mean yes , mom did see something but it wasn't clear. I felt a lump in my throat , my heart was racing rapidly. It can't happen! I haven't thought of any plan how or when to tell them!! I tried to use my brain now, I had to force it to think about anything. But it couldn't...it got frozen. I was so nervous, so scared .
"Dad..I... Look at him. He's male and I am too. And..he's a robot.."
I despised myself for doing this. Even if Miles couldn't get hurt I hated it. I looked at my father and gulped. Nope, he's not buying it
"And that's what makes this even more screwed up! Are you out of your mind? "
I was probably , but can you tell your heart who to love..?
"You may go to your little vacation, but for denying the obvious when I had to find things out, it requires either stupidity or boldness "
As I was in deep shit already, I assumed it won't ruin anything more if I ask him..
"But..why do you even assume that I'm gay ...? Or that I'm gay for *him* "
"Son. I told you that I had to do some checks on him which includes his memories getting checked too. And there it was. You forget that his eyes also function as a camera. And we both know what it means"
It just got discomfortedly embarrassing. So, my father literally saw me getting on it with Miles. That's just great. How could I be this careless?

Present time

"Dad I swear it's nothing serious. You have nothing to worry about . Maybe you saw us fooling around, but I'm in the age when I'm curious and...trying out things..that's all"
"Is it now? I've seen enough to worry and to know what's going on. And *YOU* forget this nonsense!"
Nonsense...
My sexuality, my joy, my life... They're only nonsense for him..
"Will, I warned you. Whatever this silly little game you're playing, you have to stop. Miles is only a very expensive machine. Nothing more. He will never love you"
My mom wasn't really supportive this time. But can I blame her?
"Mom..please.. I know and it hurts but I can't help it.. he makes me so happy.. "
"End this ! He's not here to fool around and satisfy your needs! He is an assistant , not a sex toy!"
Dad was getting furious. I knew I really was on his last nerves...
Stop this charade ? Or pretend that I stop and continue anyway? Should I risk it? I've always been miserable. I barely experienced real joy. Miles gave that to me and I was willing to fight it. If I have to face my parents and argue with them , then fucking hell, I will!
"Dad! You don't understand! You two are barely around. You gave me money but I can't buy happiness! I don't even have friends.. everyone hates me. Others only pretend to like me because I buy them things.. but I don't feel loved! I may be 26 soon but deep inside I feel like an abandoned child..."
"Will, please.. I'm sorry that weren't around but understand, someone has to work to keep the business going. You failed your exams too.. life is hard, and you're only making it harder for yourself"
My chest hurt. I felt it tightening my heart. I was getting dizzy.
Why. Can. They. Not. Understand?
Even mom was against it..
"Mom..just let me keep him. Please dad. I'll find a job. You won't have to do anything. I..I will buy him.. I love him!"
My mother buried her face into her palm. I wasn't sure if she was about to cry or she needed to calm down. My dad on the other hand.. he didn't He didn't hide his feelings. Slamming his hands on the table, he growled at me.
"You're crazy! Do you hear yourself??! You're *NOT* in love with a humanoid! And you definitely are not in love with a male! "
So, this is the way they picked. Although I was trying to stay on the calm path, and I was trying to remain calm and be resonable , but it he didn't let me. He wanted to quarrel..
"Easy for you! You and mom met in school and you two are together since then! You think I wanted this? I didn't want to be gay! To be hated and bullied more! But here we are. And yes I LOVE him and I will buy him! You have no say! "
I could see mom biting on her lip. She was anxious. I didn't choose to fight but they left me no other options.
"Will... "
"Oh but I do! I borrowed him for you and I can take him back as well! And that's what I'm going to do! "
My heart dropped, my stomach began to twirl. I looked at Miles who was standing next to the table, all *lifeless*. Dad didn't even give him a chance to defend himself our us..
"You can't! He's mine...!"
"Yes I can and I'm going to take him back tomorrow!"
And that was the last thing before I fainted. All this stress got bottled up.  He can't take my lover away...
He can't...