My Savior 🔞 ( Part One )

Too much

Since we're at it , I also bought myself some new clothes and shoes. I'll never understand what other guys don't like about shopping. This is fun and relaxing.
Time to time Miles appeared to show the clothes that I picked for him.  The first one was a white flannel shirt and  moss green trousers . The shirt was fine on him, I liked it, but the pants ?
"Hideous.. change the pants. "
In a minute or two, he returned in a white , casual wool one. It looked so much better.
"Yeah, good, we keep it. Try on the blue shirt and the cream colored pants too. Let me see how they look"
I was having fun. He was my doll now. Except, he dressed on his own.  Once he was out again , he was wearing the unbottoned collared , navy blue shirt I chose. And damn...
"This one looks great . We buy this too. Next! Show me the pants."
"Will, you're spending too much money on someone who doesn't need to change clothes"
My lips turned into a grimace. He's not ruining this now.
"You've been wearing the same stupid uniform since I got you. I'm glad you're not able to sweat because you'd be stinky as fuck by now"
He sighed and went back to change to the leisure pants . I loved the color, it was light beige. That was one of my favourites, besides brown and white.
"..this one is uncomfortable"
He squirmed some, not knowing where to put his hands. I had to take a look. It seemed alright for me.
"What seems to be the matter? It's nice. The color suits you, the length is fine too. It even has a belt and real pockets."
Silence. I fucking hated it. I can't read minds. If I ask something I want an answer.
"..ok. I'm buying this too, since you became mute "
I saw him pursing his lips . Not liking it? Say!
"What is it now? I asked you but you didn't say shit "
"It's tight, I don't enjoy it"
Oh..
"Uhmm.. is it now? But I chose the same size as the other pants and that was fine.. Do a turn and let me check "
I hated to be a total ass when we could have fun finally, but this idiot decided to test my patience .
My anger left as quickly as it came. He slowly turned around. I could understand now. I gulped. It should be illegal to add a machine those round shapes. I actually liked how the fabric tightened on him. I shook my head and mumbled.
"You're overreacting..we.. definitely getting this too. Now go back and change. We're done here"
"Not like I have free will, so as you wish"
Great. I was feeling guilty now. Making him do this for my own flavor. But he said he'd satisfy my.... Well... My needs I guess.
"Oh for heaven's sake.."
After growling for myself I followed him to the fitting room . He was already peeling the pants down . I still don't know what happened to me there, I lost control once again.
"Will..I'm almost done, you should wa..."
I put my finger to his lips to silence him. It's incredible how I hated this creature just a while ago, and now... He was turning my world inside out and it messed me up so bad.
"You have free will. If you don't like it , we can get something else. I'm not forcing things on you"
He seemed embarrassed. Miles looked down, as our bodies got pressed to each other. He took a careful breath. I mean, imitated as he didn't actually needed air.
"I don't know what you're doing or how but I'm a mess, because of you.."
I whispered . He was taller than me. Sadly I didn't inherit my father's height. And I was thin too. But it didn't stop me from taking a move.
"You...you shouldn't be this appealing.. mostly because you're male.."
I moved my hand on his pants. Slowly helping him remove it. Let's not feel uncomfortable if it was tight.
".. I'm not doing anything, you're giving into your desires which should wait. We're in public.."
He was right. But it seemed to me, that being in public bothered him more than me being a male as well.
"Let me just... If you don't mind..."
I had to tiptoe this time to reach him well. Our lower parts touched too now , but we were still clothed so it wasn't much of a problem. My heart was like a nervous bird in its cage. Tossing in my chest so wildly . I had to... I was driven by my curiosity again. Or maybe not. I pressed my lips on his , now gentlier than yesterday. Despite having no experience at all , if we don't count the kiss that I forced before , Miles acted so naturally. He put his arms on my waist, keeping me close. I found it so fucking cute how he closed his eyes when he returned my kiss. I melted. No anger, no anxiety , no worries. I tasted him tenderly , I placed my arms around his neck. What the hell was I doing? But it felt so good... So damn good . Once I broke the kiss, a soft sigh escaped my lips. He was still holding me. And man....it felt like, it was only him and I in this entire world ...
"Did I do well..?"
He whispered, being a little worried and insecure
"Yeah ..."
I can't keep doing this. Fooling him and myself. I was straight...right? Maybe horny only. But was it really bad? When it felt so damn right...
"We can keep it as a secret and never talk about it. I don't want to confuse you"
Confuse me...
But I liked it. Every single part of me did. Even my damn soul craved for it. I had no regrets . It doesn't mean much..and I really doubt he'd tell anyone. I was more worried about when Lorette would strike and hit me when I expect it the least.
"It's fine.. please change and let's leave.. I'm hungry"
So I left him for a moment. I not only had to accept him , I had to admit that in fact , I was the problem not him. He never did me wrong. And frankly, if it wasn't for Miles, I would be in the military by now. This man, humanoid or not, he was my savior. So if I wanted to prove that I can change I had to act better.
Finally we were out. I was looking for a place to eat at. McDonald's wasn't my thing, neither was Burger King. KFC on the contrary. Their chicken wings were fire!
And it seemed to be my lucky day. When we arrived, there was only a family in front of us in the row .
"Find a place till I order."
And so he did.  I was heading to our table with my food and an ear to ear  smile on my face . But it didn't last long. I heard a familiar laughter. As I looked around I saw Lorette with her friends.. she was laughing and fucking pointing towards me!
"Miles...get up, we're leaving.."
I was ready to leave my food and go home. I got so nervous, my stomach was in a knot. I beg my Lord if you care about me, don't let her start any shit.
Why would God listen to someone like me? Just before we could leave, she was there, with three other girls.
"So this is the guy. Can't blame him Lorette, he's handsome"
I didn't know their names, I didn't even care. I had to leave..asap.
"Come on Christine! Are you for real?? It's a machine and they were kissing!"
"They did what now?!"
My mind went all dizzy. I didn't hear too much anymore. I was so angry. I should have known that she'd tell someone!
"..ew. Gay! I knew Will was one. Just look at him"
The other girl pointed at me as well, then they laughed. They were harsh and loud.
"You shouldn't have crossed me Will. I loved you and you hurt me. You chose a dumb machine over me. Me, a human GIRL!!"
My anxiety was growing. I wanted to yell. But I needed to avoid dramas. What to do...?