My Savior 🔞 ( Part One )

Out of control

} ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ {
} This chapter includes sexual activity . If you don't like it just skip the pages {

When I thought, my break up with Lorette and her threatening me weren't bad enough, I was wrong.
Miles left me with inappropriate thoughts. I was tossing and turning in my bed. My body was on fire.
No matter what , I couldn't shake his words out of my mind .
My lust filled nights with those girls , my long hours of sexting with them, none of them put me in this mood .
"Asshole... What a pervert I swear"
I growled under my bedsheet. It was past 2:30 am and I was still struggling.
What about my needs? They were fine. Very much fine..
Who am I kidding? Even spending hours on adult sites I couldn't get myself satisfied at all. I don't know what was the problem with me .
"I should check my temperature and my blood pressure..."
With a deep sigh I got out of bed.
Even though I didn't actually feel sick, my body was burning.
Surprisingly, my blood pressure was fine, so was my temperature.
"What in this world is happening with me..?"
My gaze was up on the ceiling. I tried so hard to empty my head. But I couldn't. I closed my eyes and pushed a pillow to my face. If I suffocate , let it be.
I was naive when I thought closing my eyes will help anything.
It won't work. I decided to turn on my belly and shove my face into the pillows. Either I fall asleep finally or die. Win win.
This option brought the worst out of it. I tried to calm down, but my body was stubborn and rigid. So very stiff ... The scene appeared in front of me,  too realistically..
Just how I was on top of *him*
How our lips touched.. he didn't push me away. Neither kissed back, only gave in. Let me be in control. It shouldn't matter, right? He's not a human...he is not a real male . Yeah..
It wasn't even warm like a person should be. Yet...it felt different from any girls. Not because those lips aren't made of skin , I can't describe why...
"Mm....."
My body didn't give up, it was getting even more stiff. But the problem? My cock was too.. I could feel. It was erected.
I reached there to calm it down. I don't need it to give me more reason not to sleep . But that thing seemed to like , whatever dirty thoughts were in my mind.
"God...I beg not now .. "
I sighed into the pillows, stroking my member slowly.
I haven't felt this nice ever.  Then why now? Why so sudden? I kept repeating myself that I am straight. Alas, my boy down there didn't believe . It got more excited.
I've given it as much attention as I could. Working my hand gently , whilst barely audible moans were leaving my mouth every now and then.
It took less than 10 minutes , my body had instant relief. I layed on my belly with the sweet aftershock that was leaving my body. Dear Jesus..
"Why now..."
I sighed, rubbing my eyes. I felt exhausted but my mind was still all around... *him*
"This is not good.. why can I not forget it? It wasn't even a real kiss.."
But was it not? Sure I did to anger Lorette, but if it didn't mean anything, why did my body  and mind not forget ?
"For fuck's sake. He is a male robot, like it or not . You were fooling around and that's ok. Everyone tries out these things to find out what they like . It's normal . It...totally is normal"
Yeah, keep lying yourself dumbass.
I wish I could believe but deep inside I wanted to feel it again. I wanted him under me . Why ? Not sure. And it screwed me up real bad. That's about calming down.
"I need a drink .."
Worst decision I could make . I sneaked out to the kitchen to drink some water. I sat there for a good 20-30 minutes , sipping my drink in the dim light . Moment to moment my mind showed up the nasty activity I just had a while ago . And oh god, even imagining it got me in the mood again. Time to have a quick, cold shower ...
"Will... I thought you were asleep for  long time now. Is something wrong? Should I make you some night time snack ?"
Of course the man, who caused me this discomfort.
"The hell? Why are you still in your uniform? It's fucking late"
The idiot I was, totally forgot that as a humanoid, he was probably never asleep
"Don't mind me, I don't need rest. I'm up 24/7 to assist you or be in your pleasure whenever you need me "
I nearly choked on my water.  What did he just say again? Or was my mind playing the dirtiest game ? Right then after I just pleased my damn self while thinking about that  kiss..
"Drop that. You ain't pleasing no one. Go back to your room and do whatever. I don't need you during the evening"
He seemed disappointed. But what did he expect? I just wanted to sleep and forget about today's drama.
"Well... Since I don't need to sleep I didn't get my own room. Therefore, I just stay here and there, keep myself busy and plan our next day while everyone else is sleeping"
Okay, it was unexpected. Did my father really not give him a corner to stay either? I understand he didn't sleep, but still .
"I'll tell dad tomorrow that you DO need your own room. For now use one of the servants room and stay there. You don't need to be active all day"
"Sorry but I don't think they'd love me being around their private place. Neither it's necessary. But thank you"
This dummy is impossible. I ain't having him walking around like one weird ghost.
"Get your fine ass in my room. You can stay there for now.."
Miles raised his eyebrow, a grin could be seen on his face.
"My fine ass? I feel flattered "
I just realized what I said . Coughing so loudly, I turned away to hide my embarrassment.
Not like it was a lie . I checked him out tons of time before. And I proudly accept, yes that human like creature had nice, round bottom.
Great. Good job Will. You put yourself in dirty mood again
"Yeah...I don't know who thought giving a machine this nice shape was a good idea  but I said what I said. Now follow in silence if you don't want me to regret my offer"
And he did. With that sassy smile on his face . When did we switch roles? When did I become the one who's serious and giving out orders..?  While walking back to my room with him, I was hoping that this won't be the worst idea of my life .
But one thing was sure, my body was burning more than before.