Skin to skin

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} ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ {
} This chapter includes sexual activity . If you don't like it just skip the  chapter {

December passed. My father called and told me that they'd be home in a week. I couldn't care less.I know I sound selfish right now. Yes. I am.
My patience was wearing thin.
The third of January. I was outside , smoking. The snowy scenery was marvelous. The fresh snow was so white , it was sparkling. The evergreens were covered in white. There was a squirrel, looking around on the tree. I could tell it was half asleep, like me. I was wearing thin, burgundy red , silk pajamas with a white robe over it. My stomach was empty. I haven't eaten since yesterday morning . I wasn't bothered to eat. My mind was somewhere else.
While taking slow sniffs into my cigarette, I could feel the snowflakes landing on my face. It was nice. I closed my eyes for a minute while my gaze was up on the colorless sky.
Will I ever be free from this? The feeling of being only a burden while not belonging anywhere ? While getting closer to Miles , I was still feeling lonely somehow. I didn't want to deal with it. But I had to figure out what to do . I had to find a solution to keep him.
Thankfully, I didn't hear from Lorette or her fucking brother. I will punch that son of a bitch once I see him.
My cigarette was finished. I promised myself I would quit, but life seemed to have other plans.
I was searching for the lighter in my pocket. Of course I dropped it into the snow when I pulled it out.
"That's my fucking luck.."
Growling I tried to find it . There were some birds around. Chirping as if they were mocking my misery.
Once I straightened up, I could hear a car's horn.
Dad said they'd come soon but this soon?
I looked around and there was a dark blue van . The text on it  made me so happy.  "And.Co 1000"
The company where Miles came from. My heart started to beat fast . I hoped that they came with good news , but knowing my luck they probably got there to tell me some shit like they couldn't fix him..
I rushed to the gates. Then again, thanks to my luck, I tripped over the tie of my robe and fell to the snow .
"..for fuck's sake"
I jumped up and dusted the soft snow off of my clothes and as if nothing happened, went to see the van.  A woman got out of the car. She had something in her hand.
"Mr William O'Hara? My name is Dolores Conroy. Your father sent your android back to us to get it repaired"
I was nervous now. She was alone. I felt , they couldn't fix him. Or not yet..
"Yes.. but we also paid extra for you to do it quickly. So where is my assistant? "
I was getting impatient but was trying to hide it.
" I apologize on behalf of my colleagues too. We tried to have the job done quickly but there were some complications . We will pay you back the extra money. Android 0.95 is here with me. We didn't only finish the repairs but updated its servers."
Not being a tech genius, I didn't understand anything.
" ..that means ?"
"Nothing much, don't worry about it. Nothing changed.  Although we noticed some issues but without your permission we didn't dare to fix them"
"Issues? "
The woman nodded and handed me some papers to sign them
"..so the issues in his programs. But you didn't report anything during the months . If you notice any changes like, him showing interest , acting even one percent as a real human, then please give us a call and we will reset him immediately."
Fuck if I will. Miles is perfect the way he is. And now I wanted to see him finally.
"Alright and thank you .."
While signing the papers , she opened the car's door and let my friend out. My heart dropped in joy. He looked the same as before . I was trying to conceal my excitement. I was no longer shivering. On the contrary. My body felt warm . I heard the woman speak, but my mind didn't understand a single thing .
"..have a nice day"
..?!
Before I could realize, the van was gone.
What did I care? The person I missed so much was finally standing in front of me. I couldn't hide my joy any longer. I pulled him close and hugged him. So tight that I got worried for a moment that my bones will break..
"You're back..."
I murmured into his chest. Just when I was about to be worried that they changed or ruined him because he wasn't reacting, slowly he wrapped his arms around me
"It's good to be back"
It's been like 30 minutes or more since I was outside. I didn't feel the chill anymore. I only felt him. I gently pulled him by his collar, then pressed my lips to his.
He didn't hesitate, returned my kiss with greed. I had to shorten it. My legs started to freeze..
"Let's get back inside.. before you get rusty "
"I don't think I can, but you can get sick "
Smartass. But fine. We went back. I kept his hand in mine. Even if his body was never warm , I didn't care about it
I missed him so much, it started to feel unbearable. I led him to the living room and got him on the couch. My clothes felt cold and they were wet . It didn't matter at that point. I sat him down. We can talk later .. I needed time to get lost in his beauty again
"Good they didn't ruin this pretty face..."
I wasn't in a hurry and wasn't rough either this time. I was patient and thoughtful.
"I want you...so fucking bad"
Miles seemed surprised. Before he could open his mouth , I stroked his lips with my thumb.
"..only if you want too"
I said as I started to move myself in a comfortable position.
"Will. If you're sure about it , fine by me, but please just be careful. I don't function the same way as a human"
"And that's okay for me"
Things happened one after the other. I ended up down on the couch, wearing nothing but my robe. And him? Nothing at all ...
I was getting shy. It was the first time I saw him like that. His body was illegally perfect. Every inches.. I wasn't sure where to look. It felt weird to stare but stupid not to.
I let him have his way. I was a little scared of it. I've never done this before. And man...they gave him a *nice tool* , if you catch my drift.
I bit into my lip. Not like he didn't warn me before that despite himself being untouched either, he knew how these things worked . Unlike me. But he was so careful
In the heat of the moment, I even forgot that any of the servants could walk on us.
My face was burning. The first move was very uncomfortable . I was holding onto him.
I held back my breath , I tried at least. But his movements managed to lure out the lewdest sound I could produce.
"Turn around.."
He whispered, and helped me. I did as he asked. I was so tensed for a while but little by little I started to get relaxed. Every muscle of him was working hard to get me to the highest level of pleasure.
It didn't take long.. maybe 15 minutes or so. My whole body was shaking in the sweet aftershock..
I was panting heavily as he was slowly backing out.
Dear lord... Who knew that it could be this good? I finally caught my breath then turned on my back again and pulled him onto me
"I wish you could feel this too.."
I once again wrapped him in my embrace. Miles closed his eyes. He looked...exhausted ..
Yeah no, I was probably hallucinating.
I started to stroke his hair , it was soft and somehow he appeared to like it
"This is nice..."
He said on his usual soft tone.
Finally , I could touch him some more. He didn't mind. Both of  my hands were slowly moving to those sweet, round buns..giving them a soft squeeze. They sure chose well when they picked silicone as the material of some part of his...
*Let's not get turned on again*
It was hard to control myself but I had to.
After resting a bit, we both got dressed but stayed on the couch to chill.
"What are we ..?"
He broke the silence. And I wasn't sure what to answer.
What were we? As much as I hated the fact, he was an android.. and to call him my lover, he had to have feelings which he didn't...  A sigh escaped my lips before I pecked his face
"..it's an affair for now. We'll figure it out slowly "
But if he asked what we were, did it mean, he also wanted us to be *a thing* ? Or did I get him confused as well?
However...what we had was something special and I wasn't willing to give up on it .

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