My Savior 🔞 ( Part One )

The two of us

} ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ {
} This chapter includes sexual activity . If you don't like it just skip the pages {

Although I was nervous about the conversation between me and dad  before I left, Miles kept his cool. I mean , it was easy for someone without feelings.  I promise I'll get back to the talk my dad had with me before he let us go,  but now it's time for some *fun*
The first day passed with us packing out, checking around the house, taking walk in the nature.
But the next day... That was spent in the spirit of romance.
I wasn't an expert of making fire. Yeah I'm dumb, you can say that. But with Miles' help I managed to make the house warm.
It was still snowy outside, the cold created pretty frozen flowers on the windows. They all melted off once the temperature was high enough.
The bed was old but very comfortable. We found a soft, clean blanket to wrap ourselves in .  The orange and red sharp tongues of the fire in the fireplace kept making  crackling sounds. It was very cozy.
But even without it, my body could be hot by now. I was sweating so bad even though I wasn't wearing anything other than my own skin.
Miles was on top of me.
I was close to drown in the ocean of pleasures, so....so very close.
He kept going. I could feel his strength, his weight and well..his speed . It was like that almost during the whole day.
If I'll have to face my parents' wrath, then why not make my days worth it?
I was trembling. My entire body was covered in sweat , few more pleased noise left my mouth then I stretched out like a deer that just got hit on the road. Except, unlike poor animal, I felt good. So very good. Even though my body was already relaxed, my soul was still in ecstasy.. After gathering enough strength, I rolled back to my back, wrapped my arms around the man on me.
"..you know how to leave me in joy"
I held him close, my body heat was enough for both of us. He closed his eyes. I always found it adorable, how he acted exactly like a normal person would. As if he got exhausted as well.
"Can we keep doing this ?"
I bit my lip. Not like I wasn't in the mood for some more..
"Well...give me few minutes to rest and we can co..."
"I mean in general. If your parents will talk to you. Would you deny me? You should"
I grimaced, disliking the idea of hiding this any longer. Besides, didn't dad find out anyway?
"Miles..I'm not going to deny us. You fucking worht anything, ok? Whatever my father has for me...I'll face it. They can be as mad as they want , it won't change the fact that I'm attracted to you..."
He smiled softly, but it seemed bittersweet. I'm sure he felt guilty at some point, since he was also responsible. But I'll defend him. No matter what . I'm well aware that he can be punished too for this kind of behavior. And I'm not letting it to happen.
After our sweet , passion filled hours, I decided to nap. Miles kept me close under the blanket.
When I woke up, I was alone. The fire was still on but the room was in dim light.  I sat up and rubbed my eyes. The blanket slowly slipped off of me. I could wear the silky robe that I took here , but freedom was a nice choice now.
"Miles..?"
Finally it wasn't silence that I got as a reply. He appeared with dinner and drink. I felt like a spoiled child. I mean..I was a spoiled brat thanks to my parents but with Miles it was different. He cared..
"Hey.."
He smiled and put the tray down on the bed. I didn't even know I was hungry, until my stomach let out a very disrespectful noise
"Guess I came in the good time. I stayed with you for a while then decided to prepare some dinner for you. If you don't mind"
"Such a husband material"
I giggled like a school girl whose crush just winked at her.
Everything seemed perfect. Only the two of us, in the middle of nowhere , outside cold, inside warm and cozy. And by my side the man I loved.  I wished it could be like this always.
"Do you never wish to know how some food tastes ? Or in general, do you never wish you had feelings? "
He shrugged.
"Human beings have feelings and look at them. Emotions. They're overrated. But maybe only for someone who doesn't have them. Feelings can cause so much problem , so much pain. Although they can be good, and I admit sometimes I wish I had them as well, but it's enough for me to see you showing them"
I was feeling confused. I was a mess the past few months. I don't know if he wished to have my fucked up feelings.
My anger, my insecurity , my sadness , my heartache...
But I had positive feelings too. For example , joy, gratitude and love.
Something I've never experienced before.
My whole life I only felt this jealousy towards other people who had everything. Everything as decent childhood, nice family, siblings..etc
I only knew envy and anger. It was eating me up for over 20 years..
My self hate, because I never understood how I have everything but I never felt happy or satisfied.
Now..the past months I grew to understand, being rich means not much. There are things I can't buy. Finally I learned patience, I know how it feels to love..and accept someone.  All because of this man. Because of someone who's not even a human. Yes I did feel this pain because of the unknown future that I still had to face. But I tried to stay positive. I'll find a job, have my own money. I'll buy Miles, dad won't need to bring him back.
Never anymore... He will be able to stay. After that ? I don't know yet, I'll figure out. I just want him to be his own , to stay by my side.. I mean how much does it cost to actually buy him instead of borrowing?