My Savior 🔞 ( Part One )

She's back

"Will. Just listen to me. I had good reasons."

"Yeah?? Good reasons to be a jerk like everyone around me? I'm tired... I'm tired of people treating me like shit."

"That's not what I mean, but you don't give me a chance to explain myself."

"I'm not interested..."

"Didn't I just say that I have feelings for you?"

"Hah! Words mean nothing when you act like a douchebag. Leave me alone now and turn Miles back on."

"I won't. You need to listen to me first."

"And I said I don't want to. I'm done. Turn him back on."

"You realize this is my house and he's mine. You can't order me around."

"Oh?? Suddenly he's yours again? See?? This is why I can't trust a single thing you say!"

"Will... Let's calm down and talk."

"Turn Miles on."

"No."

Bitch. He wanted to play with me again. I was so sick of his fucking mood swings.

"Turn him the fuck on!"

"And what exactly do you want with him now? I'm here. I'm ready to share what happened."

"Fuck it. Turn him back on because I want to have sex with him."

"I beg your pardon. What?"

"Yeah. Do it quick. He's my lover, and he's the only one who understands me."

"Boy, you're not having sex with my android in my home."

"I want to, and I will! Turn him back on!"

I was ready to throw a fit. If Hector chose to be an ass, I'd choose to be a brat. One way or another, I needed some relief from all this frustration.

"And I said I won't. You either listen to me, or if you really want to get railed, I'm right here."

"I'd rather fuck myself than talk to you again."

"You're pulling my last nerves, boy."

I knew. And I couldn't care less. He was the one who couldn't make up his damn mind. At least I knew what and who I wanted. He took me out, made me feel special... and then threw those minutes away like trash.

"I ask you one last time. Then I'm gone, and you'll never see me again. Turn Miles back on."

"And where would you go? Your parents don't want you. They're sick of you. I was nice enough to let you-and my android-stay here. And I'm NOT turning him back on. If you keep being stubborn, I'll even reset his memory."

No! No! He can't do that! I mean-he can, but he shouldn't! Why? Why is he being so cruel too...? Why does this world keep hurting me?

"Fine... fuck you... fuck both of you... be happy then. Keep him. Since you two are so similar. None of you can love anyone."

I was done. The bandages on my arms reminded me how easily I could repeat the same thing. Somewhere else. Somewhere no one could stop me. I was exhausted. I stood up and headed to the door, ready to leave them both behind.

"And where do you think you're going?"

"None of your goddamn business."

He grabbed my arm, forgetting about my injury, making me hiss. I tried to pull back but couldn't.

"What the fuck is your problem?! I'm not your property! I'm not your lover and you took back Miles! You're the same... the fucking same... you're hurting me too."

He let go now. Looking down, he sighed. Guess he understood. I wanted to cry. I was tired. I took a few steps to the door, but he reached out again-this time gently.

"Will... please. Let me explain everything. I don't want to hurt you. And I'm sorry that I did. I didn't want to turn Miles back on because I wanted a little time alone with you."

I hated myself for giving in so easily. I growled at him and rolled my eyes, but I was ready to listen.

"Go ahead..."

"Thank you. Now, please sit back."

It was incredible how his attitude changed in a minute. Once I gave him a chance, he became soft again. I sat down, wondering what he was about to tell me.

"I was lured. Someone called the police on me, saying I kidnapped you and forced you to stay here. I had to go to the station and explain everything. Like I assumed, your parents were there, furious, and asked about you."

Should've known. After the fucking drama they caused in the hospital...

"They told the police I was manipulating you. That I was paying you to be my lover. They asked me to let you go back."

"Fuck them. What did you say?"

"What could I say? That you're free and can leave anytime. Thankfully, the police believed me. But to avoid rumors, I had to act cold. Can you imagine if they saw us being cozy together right after accusing me of keeping you hostage? Will, I really want us together, I swear. But we can't-not yet. We need to be careful. You understand?"

It hurt, but maybe less than earlier. I could believe that my own parents would spread lies like that.

"What I said about my feelings is true. Give me time. I have things to fix and finish, but I'll be here for you. And don't use Miles for your desires. I'm here for those too."

"Fucking nasty bastard... Fine... but it's not easy to trust someone who hurt me like that."

"I apologize. You appeared out of nowhere and I had no idea what to do but act cold."

I hated it. I didn't want to be hurt again, and I was scared that staying would just lead to more pain. Yet... deep inside, I still wanted to be with him. I wanted to see if he truly loved me.

"Come here. I'll take care of you. I'll help you out of this. You're not alone. I want to make it up to you. Just tell me how."

Honestly? I was less upset, but still horny. Miles was turned off and I couldn't use him. Not like I hadn't fantasized about them together. I even had dreams like that.

"I just want to cuddle..."

"No sex?"

"Oh, I want it. With both of you. But I'm not destroying myself again, so let's just cuddle."

I swear, he actually got shy-and his reaction was pure gold.

"You also fantasized about it, didn't you? You wouldn't mind trying at all."

"Hush that nasty mouth."

He could deny it, but it was obvious. And now it turned me on so bad.

"For a CEO, you're such a dork. Your reaction to my dirty ideas is adorable."

"Trust me, you wouldn't like it as much as you imagine. Besides..."

Of course, my dumbass phone had to interrupt us.

"Hold on to those thoughts."

My mood died instantly. It was Lorette. Bitch. I could've ignored or blocked her number, but she's sneaky. She'd find a way to bother me again. Whatever she wanted, I wasn't worried. Her brother almost destroyed Miles, but Hector was on my side now. He wouldn't let anything happen.

"Thought you were lost for good. Haven't heard from you in months. What the hell do you want?"

"Months, huh... Well, then it's time for you to acknowledge that I am pregnant."

No.
Fucking.
Way.
In.
Hell....