Wicked Souls

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I kissed him back gently and then nodded.

"What is currently making you uncomfortable, is it the wait or something else? Because I want this to be as pleasurable for you as it is for me. I want no other woman, and I want this to be special when it happens, and if that means waiting, then that means waiting. I just want you to share with me what's concerning you."

He kissed me on my nose and forehead, still holding both my hands. His voice was very calm and soft.

"I thought I was being confident but it felt like I was pushed away..."

He smiled and kissed my forehead once again, he continued to hold my hands. He was so sweet and gentle.

"I understand, sweetheart. You were trying to be confident and there's nothing wrong with that, but I want you to feel completely comfortable with me. I don't want you to feel nervous or awkward at all."

He continued. "Can I make a small suggestion, sweetheart?" His voice had a hint of a blush as he spoke.

I nodded.

"Why don't we cuddle in bed tonight, sweetheart?" He smiled, and looked at my face, he continued speaking.

"We'll get something to eat, and then we can cuddle in bed as we watch a movie, or we can just cuddle in bed and talk. I just want both of us to feel completely comfortable and happy, baby. How does that sound?"

He kissed both of my hands as he continued speaking. "If it's okay with you at least, sweetheart." He added.

I nodded again slowly.

"Let's do that then, sweetheart," He kissed my hands again. I could hear his voice get slightly deeper.

"I can't wait to spend time with you tonight, baby." He smiled and was blushing, I could hear his breathing get a little harder as he spoke.

He kissed me on my cheeks and foreheads, gently caressing my cheek with the back of his hand. As he smiled at me he continued. "Let's go inside then, we can eat, watch TV, and then we can cuddle in bed." He kept his voice very calm, and he looked down.

I nodded, picked up my book and walked inside.

A bit more than an hour later, I was lying in bed with him, and I was watching his favourite movie with him. He had his arm around me and he was slowly petting my back as I rested my head on his chest. It was very soft and calming.

"What is this movie called?"

"It's called 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind', it's one of my favourites." He spoke as he rubbed my back slowly with one hand.

He paused and spoke again before the movie continued.

"I love this movie because it's about two people that fall madly in love but it doesn't work out in the end. But they both end up coming back to each other, and it reminds me of us in a way. That even if things ended badly, I will always come back to you and we'll always find our way back." He smiled softly.

I nodded slowly. "I have never heard of it before,".

He smiled, continuing to softly pet my back. It was very soothing, his strokes were very gentle but firm. He didn't say anything for a while but he spoke again when the movie was almost done.

"We should get some sleep sweetheart, I don't wanna stay up too late. But, before we do, I wanna ask you something." His hand started moving up and down my back again as he continued speaking.

"If you have anything on your mind, even the stupidest thing, just let me know. If there are things you wanna ask or tell me, don't be afraid to do so,".

A few hours go by, I have fallen asleep and it's around about 1 am. I was moving around as I dragged most of the blanket off him.

He was still awake when he felt me dragging the bedsheets. He noticed my movements and he was about to speak to me when he saw that I was sleeping. He stayed quiet and turned his body to face me. He was staring at me with a calm and soft expression on his face.

He was watching over me as I slept because the expression on my face was peaceful. The night was calm and silent, he enjoyed looking at me as I slept. I could see the faint smile he had, he just wanted to ensure that I was comfortable.

I mumbled in my sleep, I kept moving to get comfortable, and the blanket was moved off my body revealing blood stains on the bed sheets and between my legs.

His smile disappeared the moment he saw the blood on the bed. His heart sank as he saw it, he was worried.

He waited and observed my movements a little longer as he decided what to do. He kept watching my movements for a minute or so. "Darling," He leaned closer to speak, and he spoke very quietly so that I wouldn't wake up. He put one finger underneath my chin so that I would lay on my back. He looked at my face with some concern. "Darling, you need to wake up, honey," His voice was very soft.

I kept mumbling, I slowly started to wake up.

He leaned in closer so that I could hear him speak.

"Honey, your period started in your sleep," He said with concern in his voice, his hand was still underneath my chin so that I was lying down. He could see the concerned look on my face.

He spoke softly and slowly once again. "It's nothing to worry about though. I'm here with you, I'm not gonna leave your side. You can stay in bed for the rest of the night, I'll take care of everything. Okay? I promise."

My face went bright red with embarrassment.

He smiled, his face was still calm.

"Don't be embarrassed, my love. These things happen to every woman, there's no shame in it," He spoke slowly, softly and he was serious about it. "Sweetheart, I promise that you don't need to feel ashamed." He kissed my forehead again. He was holding me so that I was lying on my back, he lifted the blanket slowly. He saw the stains on our bedsheet and he wasn't grossed out at all. He continued to keep speaking with that same soft voice.