Wicked Souls

67

"I'm so sorry... you aren't mad?"

"Sweetheart, how many times do I have to tell you, there's nothing to apologize for." He paused before continuing to speak.

"There's nothing to be mad about either, and I'm certainly not mad, if anything I'm concerned for you. It's normal for a girl to start her period, it's nothing for me to be mad about, honey. You're completely normal, this happens to every girl out there, you should know that." His voice remained soft.

I started to sit up as I covered my bottom half, I had really heavy flows.

He stayed quiet for a moment, he was thinking about something when you sat up. He lifted the blanket a little higher. He took his other hand and placed both his hands on my thighs.

He was still sitting beside you, and he spoke slowly. "Sweetheart, why do you cover yourself like that? I wanna see, for me, you don't have to hide your body from me, you're fine the way you are. You're beautiful." He kept a soft smile on his face as he spoke to me.

"I thought you would be grossed out,".

"Why would I be grossed out?" He paused for a moment and then continued to speak. "Sweetheart, I would never be grossed out by you or your body, you're beautiful in my eyes. Just please don't cover yourself, let me see. And try to remain lying down." He lifted his hand and he tried to pull you back down.

I uncovered myself. "I don't think I even have pads..."

He paused for a second when he saw that I didn't have any female sanitary products, he didn't think that I'd be this unprepared. He leaned over to pick up one of his jacket pockets. He pulled out a few items, including a small packet of female sanitary products.

He opened the packet and gave it to me. "Take this, my dear. It's not very good quality but it'll serve its purpose." He looked at me with a little concern, he kept his hands underneath my thighs. "Do you know how to use them, honey?"

"I think so, I didn't get taught about this sort of thing,".

He continued to hold my thighs as I took the packet and opened it.

"Let me help you then, sweetheart," He was speaking in that calm, soft and smooth voice again. "First, you gotta take off your panties and put them in the bin next to the toilet. And then you gotta open the packet and read it. I promise that it's very easy, and if you've got any questions I'll be with you. Just take your time, there's no need to rush." He kept a reassuring smile on his face and spoke slowly.

"I will go into the bathroom to clean myself up..." I started to get up, knowing when I stood up the heavy flow would start getting worse.

As soon as I stood up, I felt the blood start sliding down my legs.

"Oh no, honey. Wait, let me help you, hold on," He spoke softly and raised both his hands which had stayed under my thighs the whole time. "Take off your panties and hand them to me, I'm gonna put them in the bin for you." I could see that his face had just begun to blush.

I took off my panties and gave them to him as I grabbed some tissues off the nightstand wiping myself down as I waited for him.

He took my panties in one hand and handed me the sanitary products in another. He started to slowly guide me to the toilet as he walked with me. He was very gentle with his hands, he was trying to make sure that I would feel comfortable in that awkward situation.

He walked slowly, he held my hand gently as he led me to the bathroom. He was blushing a little, but he still had a very soft and caring expression. He seemed genuinely concerned about making sure that I felt safe and that I was okay with this.

I went over to the toilet and sat down I grabbed some wipes from the side and started to wipe myself to clean up the blood.

He leaned against the wall while he watched me clean myself, and he had his hands in his pockets. He was just watching me and he kept speaking calmly.

"Take all the time you need to clean yourself, honey. And if you're feeling very sore or if you're in pain, please tell me so that I can help you however I can."

I could see that he was genuinely concerned, he really cared for me and he wanted me to be comfortable. He kept his eyes closed for a few seconds as he thought about something.

I started to put the wipes into the bin and put on a new pair of panties I made sure the pad was on correctly as I stood up pulling my panties up.

He had that same worried look on his face as he watched me put my new panties on.

"Sweetheart, did you put the pad on correctly?" He asked slowly, still blushing a little. He kept speaking in that calm but concerned tone. "Make sure that it's on properly, sweetie, otherwise you could get an infection and that's not good." He kept his eyes trained on me, he was very caring and gentle.

"I think I got it," I said gently. I walked to the sink to wash my hands.

"Okay, good." He nodded, still looking at me with concern, and he put his hands back inside his jacket pockets.

"Are you okay to go back to bed now, honey?" He said, he looked at me lifted his hand and rubbed his finger underneath my chin. "You seem so worried."

"Do you have cramps right now?" He sounded concerned once again.

"A little, I just want sleep." I walked over to him, my head resting on his chest as I cuddled into him "I want your warmth."

He nodded as I began to cuddle with him. He hugged me tightly, his arm tightly wrapping around me and he held me really close. He kissed me on top of my head as he stroked my hair.

"My dear, you can always have my warmth and my love for as long as you want."

He then paused again, looking down before speaking.

"Just remember one thing for me, promise me that you'll be honest with me." He spoke slowly, I could hear the concern in his voice.

"I promise."