Wicked Souls

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"You don't need to know about these things." He spoke in an easy and casual tone of voice as he gave another light chuckle. "Let's just say that it helps you with things when you need that extra support."

"But I do when we start doing this stuff. I'll need to know."

"Well, you see... lubricant can be very important. It can help you with something like... making sure that whatever you're doing down there goes without any friction or anything painful. If you get me?"

"Kind of..."

"It helps reduce the chance of friction that can cause pain and things. It can help when needed, so let's just say that it is important." He spoke in a reassuring and soft tone of voice as he continued to have an eye on the item I had in my hand. He didn't want to elaborate more on the details, as it would get a bit too intimate for the moment. So he decided to keep it vague and simple.

I nodded slowly.

"Just keep it in mind for now." He spoke as he finally looked straight up at me as he said, he kept his soft smile. The way he was speaking was quite reassuring as he spoke, he tried to keep it as simple so that I could fully understand it. He had a feeling that he wouldn't need to elaborate on it in more detail just yet, but if I felt like I needed to know, then he could elaborate even further.

I started to tease. "So which condom size do you need?"

"Hm?" He then looked at me after I mentioned this. He felt the surprise of the question right away, he also felt that teasing nature of mine. His face went a slight bit red after hearing my question, a small part of him was tempted to answer it.

He then gave me a teasing look back as he spoke afterwards. "Who says that I need one? Why don't you figure out for yourself which size I need?"

"Well, you told me we have to wait a few months, so enlighten me. Which size is for you?" I hold up the boxes.

"We still do have to wait, but that's in a few months for now." He spoke while letting a light chuckle after I mentioned the waiting. He knew that he shouldn't engage in this conversation with me. He also knew that it was completely unnecessary to be talking about condom sizes while shopping together.

"Mhm!" I started to smile.

"Oh, so you're enjoying teasing your boyfriend huh.." He spoke with a soft playful tone of voice, he still kept his blush going as he looked towards me.

"But anyways, the answer is simple..." He then paused for a moment as he thought of whether to tell the truth. "It's a medium size."

"So what does that mean?"

"Well..." He then raised his eyebrows, and his tone turned from a more playful one to a more intimate one. "I can tell you in detail, but I think it might be better if we talk about this privately away from here in the house... I don't think that it would be so appropriate if I start talking about this in detail in this store as there are people here... You know?"

I looked up at him "Finee."

"Good." He said with a soft smile, that he was happy that I was willing to keep this private, as he didn't want to have these kinds of conversations in public as someone could easily hear their conversation. So he wanted to keep this private as it would be better for both of us.

"Come on then, let's head home so we can have this conversation there." He held my hand as he spoke and we both started to walk out of the store.

We finally got home, I sat on the couch as he was watching the TV. "You said we were gonna talk."

He then looked at me as I sat down on the couch and he went to take a seat next to me. His face went from a playful one earlier on in the store to a more calmer and serious one as he started to speak to me. He wanted to have a proper private manner here.

"Yes, yes, I did say that we were going to talk about something very private now..." He spoke softly to me as he slowly shifted in his place, he was now seated right next to me. His eyes were fixated upon mine.

"If you don't want to speak about it, it's okay. I can wait until we both are ready to take that step in our relationship."

"No no, I want to speak to you about this now..." He didn't want to wait until we both were fully ready, he wanted to talk with me now if possible, as this was something that both of us had been waiting for for quite a while now.

"I just thought that it would be best to have this talk about it properly in a private manner. It's a step to our relationship, and I feel like it should be done intimately..."

"Like sex-wise?" I looked at him.

"Hmm... Kind of." He spoke out with a soft response, his face was still a bit red as he spoke about this.

"I wanted to tell you certain things about some matters like condoms, and other intimate things between two people."

I nodded listening to him.

"Firstly, can I ask you one personal thing?" He spoke softly as he kept looking at me, his face still kept that soft look to it. He wanted to ask me something important before giving his answer.

"Yeah."

"Have you done this before?" He spoke out slowly as he asked this question, his eyes were fixated upon my eyes. He just wanted to figure out whether I have any form of experience with this matter or not. His question would then lead to his next words.

"No, you are my first boyfriend, my first kiss and probably be my first everything."

He smiled softly as I mentioned this to him. These sorts of things were new for me it seemed, so it definitely would make things easier if he would slowly tell me about things. It was nice to know that he was my first for everything so far.

"Then I'll need to take things slow for you..." He said this with a small smile as he spoke.

"Well, what if I don't want you to take things slow." I glanced at him, my hands moved to his face.