Wicked Souls

65

Hours went by and I was sitting on the weave garden seat in the backyard. I was reading a novel which I didn't know he just came back from work.

He walked outside, a soft smile on his face until he saw me reading a novel on the garden chair. His face then lit up with joy and happiness. I could see that he was genuinely happy to see me.

"Hey, honey," He approached me with soft steps and kneeled next to me. He kissed my cheek, and then he rubbed my back.

"You're back, how's work?"

He smiled and spoke softly.

"It was good, I'm glad it's over now though, I missed you, honey."

He smiled at me, his hand running up and down my back slowly, it was very soothing.

"Sweetheart, did you have anything to eat for lunch?" He asked his hand on my back.

"I made myself a sandwich," I smiled sweetly as I looked up at him.

He nodded, he was happy to hear that.

"Good, and how was your day so far, sweetheart?" He continued to rub my back, still smiling at me.

"Pretty good, but I missed you,".

He smiled and continued to stroke my back.

"Aw, sweetheart, I missed you too. It's been a long day without you, baby."

He kissed my cheek and continued to speak.

"I'm glad you had a good day though."

I pouted my lips for him to kiss me gently as I put my book down on the grass.

His face lit up with a smile as he saw my pout, he leaned in and kissed me softly, his lips lightly brushed against mine as his hand caressed my back.

I kept kissing him gently.

His hand was still on my back but after a few moments, he started to kiss me back. He held my head in one hand and my shoulder in the other, his lips were soft and firm, and his tongue slowly started to dance with my tongue as we both kissed. His kisses were slow, but he started to speed up as we continued to kiss. His kisses became more and more passionate and he started to breathe deeply, letting me hear his breath in each kiss.

I continued to kiss him deeply as I looked up at him. "I think I'm ready.."

"Ready for what, sweetheart?" He said as he looked at me. He stopped kissing me, but his lips still felt soft as he kept his head close to mine.

His fingers rubbed my back gently as he looked into my eyes.

"To.. lose my virginity.. make love.."

He stopped rubbing my back, he didn't know what to say at first, but he stayed silent. He looked into my eyes as I spoke, and he thought for a moment.

"Are you certain, honey?" It was a genuine question, he didn't wanna force me into something like this if I wasn't comfortable with it.

I nodded.

He smiled and gently placed his hand on my cheek.

"Are there any rules or boundaries that you'd like to set before we continue?" He continued to look into my eyes, he was very serious with the question, and he wanted everything to be perfect for me. His other hand held both of my hands, rubbing them gently.

"Be gentle.." I played with his fingers.

He nodded and spoke softly.

"Of course, honey, I'll take it very slow with you. And if at any point you want me to stop, tell me and I will stop. Is that okay, sweetheart?"

I nodded.

He smiled and continued speaking.

"Honey, we don't have to do it right now if you're not fully comfortable with it. We can wait until you feel you're fully ready for it."

He kissed my hand.

He spoke softly. "There's no rush, I want you to feel as comfortable and as safe as possible with me. I wanna make it special for you."

"But I am ready.. I want this.. with you,".

"Are you sure, sweetheart? We've only been dating for two months. That's not very long compared to most couples."

He smiled and kissed my forehead as he still spoke.

"I just want everything to be perfect, you have to believe me when I say that I love you."

"So you think we should wait?"

He paused a moment and was quiet for a while, he seemed to be thinking about something.

"Let's wait. I promise we'll do it in a few months, okay? Until then, we'll work on it slowly. Don't worry, we'll get there at our own pace, honey."

He smiled and kissed my cheek.

"For now, I think it's best if we wait. I wanna make this perfect for both of us. I wanna make it as special as a first time should be."

I nodded slowly, I looked down and stayed quiet.

"Do you feel heartbroken, honey?" He asked slowly, he could tell that there was something on my mind by my silence. He continued speaking.

"We haven't been dating for very long, and I wanna be sure that we're both comfortable with it. I would prefer that we take things slowly at each other's pace, that way we can both enjoy it fully. Don't you agree, sweetheart?"

He kissed my hand and continued to speak for a while. He gently lifted my head with one hand as he waited for a response.

I nodded.

"Do you trust me, honey?" He had a serious attitude now, he wanted to make sure that I trusted him.

"I'm just looking out for you. I know that you're willing to do it, but I want to wait until the time is right. And when we do do it, I want to be very gentle and sweet with you. And I want you to enjoy it just as much as I do."

I nodded again.

He smiled and kissed my lips this time, slowly and gently. He pulled away as he continued speaking.

"We can always go slow and cuddle for now. There are many other things we can do before taking that step. Right now, I just want you to be happy. It makes no difference for me when we do it, as long as we both feel ready."

He kissed me again.

"Can I ask you something though, sweetheart?"