Voices In My Head

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Screams of laughter
Shatter through me thoughts
Tears rush
I close my eyes
Close them so tight
Voices in my mind
Telling me to do it
Screaming
Battering my soul
Into pieces of a shell
Empty without a place
Sounds
Excruciating
Sounds
I hope they take
There place
I turn it up loud
But the voice
Screams out
Do it
Do it now
Blackness seeps
Inside
A devilish delight
If I do this
It will stop
It will be better
I will be better
I approach
To be
As masculine
As I need
I grin
And shine
With horror
And cries
I just
Want it to stop
The voice says it will
I just need to become man
Forcing me to tighten my
Hand
Pulling the trigger
As she stands
And falls whispering
Voices continue
To call
I scream
And lay
In a crimson pool
That is not
My own
I moan
As warmth floods
My veins
And sounds
Scream
Laced
With
Intoxication
And greed

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