My Dark Poems

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We would walk
By one another
Make eye contact
Chilling and forbidden
Flirting with you
Made me feel
Oh how it made
Me feel
Even though
She held your hand
So tight
Your knuckles
Turned white
That made it all the more
Sweet
Forbidden
As you would grin
And wink
Not at her
But at me
Silent touches
Silent blushes
Silent kisses
Silent whispers
But you were more to me
Than actions or words
You were so much more
Until you weren't
Until I wasn't
Until it was too much
Too many
Touches
Warm clutches
Too many kisses
That tasted like whispered
Wintergreen
Too many whispers
With your husky voice
That made shivers
Crawl up my spine
That led to more
Much more
It was a moment
When desire and lust
Clashed
And my fingernails
Dug into your back
With your lips
Kissing
Me
All of me
And yet nothing at all
The bed squeaked
I remember the sound
But you were so distant
And it was so loud
The girl was crying
The next day
You had lied about
Where you stayed
I didn't talk much
That day
It was chilling
Forbidden
Dangerous
Sweetly
Unnerving
And she still
Holds your hand
Tightly
Till your knuckles turn white
But now
I can't look at you
It's silent
It's quiet
It was so much more
And yet
It was nothing
It hurts
That's all