My Dark Poems

Bound

Hello my name
Is blank
You want to do blank
To me
You want to fall in love
You want to cuddle
You want to kiss
You want me to meet your parents
You want me to get into your car
And sing with you to the radio
To your favorite songs
And feed you McDonald's French fries
While you drive
You want me to listen to your voice on the phone
As I fall asleep
You want me to wear the shirt you left
At my house because it smells like you
You want me to smile when I see you
You want me to look at you in that certain way that says you are all I need
But I can't
I can't
I can't
I can't be who you want
Or who you need
I will only break you
Like a glass vase
if I hold your heart
In my hands
Please don't give it to me
I don't trust myself
So why would you?
I don't want more
I want a moment
A moment of making out at a club
Under lights to the beat of  a song that makes
My heart race
With warm touches
Aggressive yet gentle
Silly drunk singing
And kisses that taste like lime
From our tequila shots
I don't want more
I don't live for more
I am bound to moments
So that in the morning my name will only be
Blank
And I will mean
Blank
Almost as if it never mattered at all
As if I never mattered at all