My Dark Poems

i WAnt To

I want to love you 

But If its not right 

What can I do

Look in those blue eyes

Know you belong to another

Hold her hand

Hold her heart

Hold her love

Don't look at me 

Like my kisses could bring you pleasure

As if my scratches will bring you pain

In moments of desire

Pushing each other against barren walls

Masking each others scents

With lust 

In the air choking my guilt

Muting my mind

You kiss down my neck 

And all there is 

Is Us

and infinite loop of lost

souls

Searching for heaven in each others fingertips 

You became part of me

As we moved as one 

As the sun rose and lit both of our bodies on fire

I laid on your white blanket

Stared at those crystal eyes

And whispered in your ear

I want to love you

But If its not right

What can I do

I gave myself three seconds to look at you

With all the love I could muster

Because that was going to be the last ounce

of me 

that you received 

your touch was so light then

As if you wanted me to forget you too