ENAMOUR LOVE

Chapter 18.

Finally after a few minutes we were about to reach the Uni but I stopped him in the middle.

"I'll go from here." We were a lane away from the Uni.

"And why is that?"

"It just, felt like walking." I whispered not looking at him.

"Oh wow what a lie you thought of." He scoffed. I felt a touch on my cheek but I didn't look at him. He held my jaw and made me look at him. As he looked at me his eyes softened.

"What is it?"

"What if someone sees us?" I whispered and he sighed.

"Amyrah. I'm fed up with all of this." He leaned on the steering wheel and my heart clenched. I shouldn't have said that. Why didn't I shut my mouth?

"I... it's...am.." I started stuttering badly, I don't want to make him upset.

"Amyrah."

"Amyrah, breath."

He got alert and was softly caressing my knuckles.

"It's fine. Calm down."

"Breath sweetheart."

I started taking deep breaths and was trying to calm myself down. I don't know what it was but the thought of him getting fed up with me, stopped my breathing.

"I'm.. sorry."

"Amyrah, meri Jaan. Everything is absolutely fine huh!" He held my hand and with his other one, he was softly fondling my back.

My breathings were getting back to normal and I closed my eyes, holding his fingers tightly. Why do I love to embarrass myself in front of him? I might be looking like a creep. Why did I overreact? What he might be thinking about me.

"You okay love?" His voice came in a whisper and his hand was gently patting the back of my head. I gave a slight nod with my eyes still closed and my hand holding his fingers.

After I don't know how many minutes passed, I finally opened my eyes and with a lot of courage looked at him. He was looking at me with so much concern and worry for me.

"Amyrah." He cupped my face in his big palm and I subconsciously leaned in his touch. "Kia hua tha? Itna kyu dar gayi, Huh?" (What happened? Why did you get so scared Huh?)

How can I even say it aloud? How can I tell you that it shivers my soul just by thinking about you leaving me. How the nightmare is still haunting me. How much you are valued in my life. How can I live without that one person who showed me real happiness. Who showed me my worth. How can I say everything aloud?

"I'm sorry." I looked down on my lap, and I noticed now that my hand was gripping his fingers tightly. I loosened my grip but didn't move my hand.

"There is nothing to be sorry about. Are you fine?" He softly caressed my cheekbone and I nodded in response.

"Are you sure?"

"Jee."

He took a deep breath patting my head, he looked so worried and concerned. I really acted like a creep.

"Do you want to get down here?" He spoke softly pecking the back of my hand. I shook my head in denial which I think took him off guard.

"No?"

"No."

He nodded with a soft smile but I can still notice his stiff shoulders. He is alert and his face is showing worry. Why can't I control myself? Why did I even make him so worried?