Nick and Charlie-one shots

"Charlie?? Charlie open the door "⛔️

Tw-disordered eating, vomiting, self hate

Charlies pov:

Nick had invited me to a restaurant with his mom. When he asked me he was so excited, he knew I had trouble eating at restaurants but he said he would be there to hold my hand. And now I'm here at the restaurant, staring at my food.

"Char? It's okay. I'm here with you. Let's take a bite together okay?

I nod my head hesitant. I don't deserve nick, he picks up his fork and I pick up mine. We then take a small piece of food and he puts it into his mouth.

God I'm so fat, how would Nick like me like this? I'm not worthy enough.

He stares at me though. So I feel pressured to take a bite, so I do. I took a bite. Oh my god I ate!!

...

oh my god i ate. I Can almost feel it going through my body.

"Excuse me I'm sorry." I say while standing from the table and running to the bathroom.

Nicks pov:
Charlie just took a bite! I'm so proud of him. He's so strong Im-

"Excuse me I'm sorry." He says and then stand up. My mom looks at me confused. I know what Charlie's doing. And I know I have to stop it.

"I'm sorry mum I'll be back."

She nods in approval and I go running after Charlie.

Charlie's pov:

I found the bathroom empty, nobody was in the stalls thankfully. I run into one and shut it. I put two fingers down my throat, gagging...
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After

I start crying. God why am I like this, I'm such a monster and I'm disgusting. But that's when I hear a voice.

"Charlie?? Charlie open the door."

"Charlie I know your in there."

I start sobbing and fall to the floor, my back hitting the stall. Nick gets up and locks the bathroom door. He then sits down on the other side of the stall. He reached down and grabbed my hand. I start sobbing.

"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. You deserve somebody better. I-" I get interrupted by nick

"Charlie no. I only want you and you only you are more than enough for me. I love you so much."

I get the strength to open the door. Nick opens it and sits on the floor with me. He hugs me tightly, he's been crying. I Can tell by his red eyes they are noticeable even in the yellow dim lights. I love him so much. He kissed me on the check and cups my face.

"Your too good for me." Nick says

"Your too good for me. Nick."
"I'm trying to get better, I really am it's just hard"

"I know char ,I know. And I love you for that. We'll get through it together okay?" I nod and he kisses my forehead for a while.

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