Nick and Charlie-one shots

Skinny⛔️

Got this by listening to skinny by Billie-u should\ could play it during reading.

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Charlie's pov:

"And I still cry~ cryyyy" I bob my head while listening to the song, I'm laying on my bed while scrolling through instagram. I love "skinny" because I feel like I resonate to it. My eating disorder has been worse, I'll admit it. I haven't told anyone, but I think they noticed- well atleast someone does. And that someone is the one person I would hate for them to know.

Nick Nelson.

He's been trying to get me to eat, whenever I would be around him he would always ask the same questions:

"Have you eaten?"
"Are you hungry?"
"Do you want to eat something?"
"What did you eat today?"

I hate lying to him, but when he asks these questions I do. I tell him I'm not hungry or that I have eaten, just to avoid the long conversation we would have. But I guess today we have to. Im going to his house later, he said he wanted to talk to me. And I know what about.

Time skip-at his house.
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"Hey! Come in!!" He opens the door with a soft smile.

"Hi! Where's your mom?" I say while stepping inside and looking into the kitchen. "She went to run errands, at the mall if I'm correct."

Ah great, we would be alone-talking about me. God I hate talking about me. He grabs my hands and leads me into the Kitchen, he has toast with berries ready for me to eat. Damn it, whats my excuse here? That I already ate? I had lunch? He pulls a chair and says,
"After you.." he smiles and i sit down. He sits right next to me.

"I made you something to eat, I figured you were hungry since you haven't ate." He texted me earlier asking if I've ate and I texted him back that I woke up late and haven't ate yet, damn it I should have never said that.

"Oh uh.. I'm not really hungry Nick but thanks." I slide the plate over to him. He looks at me, almost like he's disappointed.  I'm the worst boyfriend ever.

"Charlie..have you been-eating." He asks me more seriously, he looks in my eyes, and I look anywhere but.

"Charlie look at me please." He whispers the please, I sigh and look at him. His face is red and puffy.

"I have. I'm eating don't worry Nick." I start to get up from the chair but he reached over and grabbed my hand, sitting me back down.

"Stop lying Charlie." He starts to tear up.

"So you brought me over here to Watch me eat? Are you serious??" I start to get mad, why would he just invite me to eat?? My eating is none of his concern. I can't believe this.

"Charlie- that wasn't my intention-" I cut him off

"Just STOP." I scream at him, he flinched back confused and I do to.

"Just. Stop. My eating is frankly none of YOUR concern." I stand up and grab my stuff to leave. I can't believe this.

I know I've hurt him. I didn't want to. But I did, and now I can't do anything. I walk to the door and feel a warm hand holding my arm.

"Don't go." Nick is looking at me, his voiced cracked while saying those words. Those words broke me. He's crying, his face is as red as a tomato.

He smiles weakly, and I start to cry. I just sob my eyes out. He holds me and brings me into a hug. I don't know where all this is coming from. I don't know why im crying, but hey, at least I'm with Nick. he's crying too, I feel bad really really bad.

I don't know why nick cares about me so much but that's the one thing that I love about him, because I can be the worst person in the world and he would still care about me.

"I didn't mean to lash out Nick. I'm really sorry I feel so bad."

He sniffles, "I know char, I know. Don't apologize it's not your fault."

"I haven't been eating." I say so quietly I'm not sure he heard it.

" I know." He says it whispering. "But that's okay, we will work on it together okay?"

God I don't remember the last time I ate. The hunger pain went away so i didn't mind not eating. I think I ate 4 days ago. I think. Nick grabs my hands, and brings me back to the kitchen. He pulls the plate to me, he grabs a chair and sits in front of me. He puts his hand on my thigh.

"Let's try a blueberry huh? Is that okay?" I don't really want to eat.- especially not in front of Nick. Even looking at the food makes me nauseous.

I nod. And he picks out a blueberry, waiting for me to do it as well. So I pick the smallest. I bring it up to my lips, I feel his stare.

He squeezes my thigh, showing he's with me and nothing will go wrong. I open my mourn slightly and insert the blueberry. I chew, god it's so delicious and my stomach is hurting from the sudden appearance of food. He takes his blueberry and eats it as well.

Nick smiles, a huge grin is shown on his face. "Can I get another one?.." I ask almost regretting it entirely.

He smiles again and grabs a blueberry. I open my
Mouth and he feeds me. "Your a dork." I say while chewing on the blueberry. All those food thoughts disappear as I look at him smiling. Eventually I eat the toast he made.

I'm happy I came over. I'm extremely grateful for Nick Nelson. I honestly think that without him I wouldn't survive. I really hope he knows I love him.

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