Nick and Charlie-one shots

"No"⛔️ p.1

Charlies pov:

Cut after cut after cut. It's become almost routine.
Come home
Shower
Cut
Watch YouTube
Cut
Sleep

It's all the same every day. I've gotten so tired of even waking up. Nick though has been so kind and I've been such an ass to him. He has noticed I've worn more long sleeves than before.
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Flashback.

"Charlie It's 80 degrees outside. Are you sure your not hot?" He asks while staring at my sweater.

I nod and he looks at me and quickly glances at my arms.

"I'm fine Nick I swear."
I say smiling.
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Present

I'm going over to nicks today. He asked me if I wanted to hangout so obviously I said yes. I put on my green-orange sweater, the same one I was wearing when I first fainted in Paris.

I take my backpack and walk to the door. Fixing my hair and putting my shoes on and then I leave.

Time skip

"Hi!" Nick says with a warm smile. I hug him and whisper back "hi". I take my shoes off and he takes me up to his room.

It's so hot in his room I can't believe he can stay here. I'm so tempted to take my sweater off but of course, I can't. He smiles, sitting on the bed he motions at me to join him.

"Char your not hot?" He asks searching my face  and tugging at my sweater. His smile breaks my heart.

"Nick I'm fine! It's kind of cold actually."

"Char. Your literally sweating." He says with a disappointing face looking at the beads of sweat below my hairline.

"Cold sweat." I say with a straight face.

He looks away from me, his eyes start rapidly looking around the room- which from knowing Nick, means he's anxious.

I sigh hoping he'll move on from the subject.

"Do you want to watch a movie?" He slightly smiles.

"Sure!" I say back so happy he isn't focused on my sleeves.

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In the middle of the movie he closes the laptop and says, "char wanna make some pizza? I'm really hungry."

I look up at him. Damn it.

"Uh- I'm not really hungry but I'll help you make it?!" I look at his face and he has a hurt expression pasted on. He nods and I follow him down the stairs.

When we get downstairs he makes sure to grab all of the ingredients.

"So you just have all ingredients to make a pizza in your house?" I ask laughing .

He smiles "of course I do." He winks at me and I blush.

He gestured at me to go to him and help him make the dough.

Nick grabs the flour and other powder things I had no idea existed.

He looks at me after he puts his hand in the dough. I give him a confused look.

"Your not gonna roll up your sleeves?" He asks looking at my sweater.

"Why?"

"Because it'll get dirty." He says it with a tone as if I should already know.

I stare at him.

He takes a deep breath.

"...Charlie- h- have you-"

"No."

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Hey guys ima make u wait for pt2😱😱

Just for now bc I'm grounded for a day or two.

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