Nick and Charlie-one shots

Before he knew. ⛔️

This story will take place before nick knew about Charlie's self harm or mental health in general.

Charlie's pov:

I was over at nicks house. It was after school, we were gonna hang out and do some studying together. We are both on his carpet, he's sitting criss cross on the floor and I'm on my stomach.

I see Nick staring at me, "what?" I giggle.

"Your just so beautiful." He says admiring me, his eyes move to my eyes my lips, my hands and all the way to my feet.

I blush, I've never had someone this interested in me, not even my own parents. "We have to study." I reach over and give Nick a pencil. My sleeves roll up, i didn't realize it until I had to look over to him because he hasn't taken the pencil.

I realize and sit up.
Nicks pov:

Charlie takes a pencil and reaches his hand over so I can take it, his eyes still on his notebook I see something in his arms. What the hell is that?

He has risen scars all different colors over his arms. There are red and purple and white ones, scattered everywhere. There's not one spot I don't see a new or old scar.

I don't take the pencil. He looks over to see why, and my eyes are wide and teary. He quickly tries to hide them but i grab his arm and roll up the sleeves further.

"Nick. Please stop." Charlie is holding back his tears.

"Where did you get all of those scars?.."i move his arms closely looking at every single last scar. He doesn't answer me. I take his other hand and roll up the sleeves. It's all the same.

"I didn't know you-did this."

"Charlie?"

"The bullying. Before I met you, it was bad. I don't like talking about it. I uh.. cutting makes it feel- better."

I start to cry, i don't know how to react. He pulls his arms away. He puts his sleeves down.

"Why didn't you tell me? I could've helped." I whisper to him. He's looking at his notebook, wiping the tears that are falling onto the paper.

"I'm not a mess for you to fix.." he says it harshly, i almost jump from his response.

"Your not a 'mess' your my super hot, smart, caring,nice boyfriend." I walk and sit down next to him to wipe away his tears.

"Did I mention your hot?" He giggles slightly at the comment.

"Please don't think differently of me."

"I won't Charlie, nothing will change what i feel for you." I kiss him on the cheek. He smiles at me.

"Now, how do I do this math question?" He loves explaining math so I like to ask him math questions whenever he's upset or not feeling great.

I'm so lucky to have him.

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