Nick and Charlie-one shots

"Im okay."⛔️

Requested by heartstopperstories2

Charlie's pov:

Nick has had a tough day he said. I could tell by the way how were cuddling. Whoever he's down or tired he becomes the little spoon- although he's not little.

"Nick you alright?" I whisper while playing with his hair.

He nods signaling he was fine.

"Do you want a distraction?" I say knowing what 'distraction' meant.

"Im okay." He says quietly

"Im not really in the mood sorry Charlie." He says turning around and facing me, he looks in my eyes.
Does he just not want me?

Does he think I'm gross?

Is he tired of me?

Am I disgusting to him?

The thoughts are racing through my mind. I start zoning out.

Nick notices and snaps his fingers.
"Charlie? Are you okay??" I snap out of my thought spiral and look at him hurt,"I should go home it's late." I quickly get out of the comfortable position I was in and grab my stuff before leaving.

"Wait!" I hear a faint voice yell after me before closing the door and leaving his house.

I start crying while walking home. He's probably disgusted of my looks, I don't blame him. I'm really fat and ugly- my hair is always messy and he's nothing like me. Why did I think I had a chance with him.

When I get home and look at my phone with different messages from Nick. I walk up the stairs and enter my room before pulling out
Phone
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Nicky💕

Char what happened?
Why did you leave?
What's going on?
Char your scaring me can I come over??
Charlie I'm coming over soon.

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He probably feels bad for me. cut yourself you deserve it. Ben was right nobody likes you and everybody feels bad for you

No. I Cant relapse. It's been 2 weeks since my last relapse. What would Nick say? I suddenly hear a knock on the door.

"CHARLIE NICK!" My mom screams. Shit what do I do..

"Okay " I hear nicks footsteps go to my room and he opens it. He has this worried look he walks up to me and doesn't hesitate and asks me:

"Was it because I didn't want to have sex?" I audibly gasp at the suggestion.

"What?? Nick I told you I would never want to do Something you didn't want to. It's not that.." I look down at my feet. He picks my face up to look at his.

"What's wrong char?.." he's whispers it and kisses my cheek.

"Do you think I'm- gross??" I look in his eyes. He frowns.

"Charlie you are the definition of beautiful. Please trust me when I say I would do anything for you. Your my gorgeous, smart, kind, boyfriend." I smile and he leans into my ear.

"Your also so hot especially when I'm in you-".

I laugh and kiss his lips.

"But really Charlie. I don't think your gross." I smile and start to tear up.

"I love you." He hugs me and kiss my neck.

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