Nick and Charlie-one shots

"whats that?"⚠️⛔️

Suggestions are more than welcomed.

Third person pov:

Charlie and nick walk hand in hand down the street . The people they pass blur as the grin with excitement. They haven't been able to be alone for such a long time, it was killing them. But now, Nick had an empty house. The two boys walk in a fast pace to his house.

As they get closer their excitement grows, so does their need for each other. They don't just have sex they make love.

As the door swings open, Charlie bends down to give Nellie a few hugs. Nick takes off his jacket and book bag and places it near the door. After Charlie is done he does the same. They run upstairs while giggling, Charlie starts to feel excited about what they were going to do.

He seemingly forgot what he did 2 days ago. Unbeknownst to Nick, Charlie has relapsed. Charlie, not wanting him to know, did it on his thigh. Somewhere he has never self harmed before. But the excitement and anticipation of making love with Nick clouds his memory.

They kiss each other slowly at first, but it quickly escalates.
"Fuck your so hot." Nick whispers as Charlie pushes him on the bed. Charlie sits on him, grabbing his face and kissing him harshly. Nick eagerly unbuttons his shirt as Charlie kisses the exposed skin. Nick loved seeing Charlie in control, it was such a turn on for him.

Knowing that Charlie was the most shy person in real life but so confident in bed was so sexy to him. Charlie kisses up from nicks chest to nicks neck. Nick lets out a groan, making Charlie grin.

They both stay in that position for a few moments, kissing and caressing each other.

Nick puts his hand flat on Charlie's back, he then swiftly turns them around so he's on top-making Charlie yelp. They both giggle before going back to kissing.

Nick takes off his white uniform shirt as Charlie watches, every so often running his fingers on nicks abs. Charlie admires nicks physique, of course he would love Nick no matter what, but seeing his boyfriend take care of himself and feeling pride in his own body made Charlie melt.

Nick grabs the back of Charlie's head gently, before pulling him into Nick and kissing him gently. Nicks hands run down Charlie's torso and onto his black ripped jeans. He stops at the zipper.

"Can I take these off?" He looks into Charlie's eyes, waiting for an answer. The eager boy nods his head. Charlie kisses nicks soft plump lips as Charlie shimmies off his pants, dropping them swiftly on the floor. They both laugh and continue kissing. As they do so, Nick runs his hands through Charlie's leg. He feels a weird texture on Charlie's leg but doesn't put mind to it.

But as they continue kissing, his hand touches something he knew isn't skin. Charlie quickly feels it and realizes what Nick was touching.
Nick groans into the kiss confused,he mumbles into the kiss,

"what that?" Nick looks down to find a bandage covering Charlie's inner thighs. He freezes. Not knowing what to say. Why didn't Charlie tell him he relapsed? Nick gets off of Charlie, and sits next to him.

"Oh, Charlie.. why didn't you tell me?"

Charlie grabs a blanket and covers himself. Nick sits next him, still stunned at the sudden sight.

"I'm fine." Charlie sits criss cross under the blanket as Nick puts his arm around him, rubbing his arm as he continues to speak. Charlie feels his heartbeat in his ear as he sits there, unable to move or say anything.

"Char, if you were 'fine' you wouldn't have self harmed again. What's wrong?" Charlie looks up at him, tears in his eyes. Nicks eyes filled with sadness looking at Charlie in such a state.

"I just- I'm sorry" Charlie falls into nicks arms, letting himself completely go.

"Hey,hey it's okay.. shh" Nick comforts Charlie as Charlie cries in his arms.

"I just..I'm just having a hard week. I couldn't not do it."

Nick rubs Charlie's arm with a guilt in his heart. How couldn't he have noticed? But Nick also did his best to remind himself that he's not always going to know, Charlie will ask for help if he needs.

Even though Charlie isn't the best at admitting he's not doing well, he's been better at asking for help.

Nick knew what to do in this situation, so he was fairly calm. I mean-as calm you can be when you find out your partner self harmed again.

"It's okay hun, it's all going to be okay." Charlie sniffled as he layed on nicks shoulder, contemplating what happened.

"Sorry I ruined our...time" Charlie says, his voice wobbling a tad. Charlie runs his fingers over nicks biceps.
Nick looks at him with a small grin.

"We have so many more chances to do things, your mental health matters the most. Don't worry."

"I'll make it up to you. I promise" Charlie looks up at Nick, giving him a soft smile. Nick gives him a peck on the kiss before hugging him again.