Gangsters paradise

Page 20

June 24 2004

I woke up today hearing a lot of kids voices.
I don't really know what's going on. But I need to wake up. I need to know if I can go to my grandmas house. And also yesterday I had new song idea.
So I kinda have stuff to do.
I got in the shower.
I brushed my teeth.
I did my little make up routine.
I put on some baggy jeans and a jersey tricot. And my hair in a sleek ponytail.
Let's see what all this voices are.
I walked downstairs.
"DAD!!"
"Dad!"
"What's wrong?"
"Who's that?"
"That's my Friend Tyla."
"She's so beautiful.." Hailie said
"Good morning." I said
"Good morning.." Hailie smiled at Tyla
"Morning, how did you slept?"
"Good, thanks.."
"Dadd.."
"This are my daughters.. Hailie and Alaina."
"Nice to meet you guys. I'm Tyla." She smiled at them
"You look like a princess.." Hailie said
"Aww, thank you babe. But you know.. the only two beautiful princess in this house are you two.." I smiled at them
"You make me blush.." Hailie said
Marshall and I laughed at what she said
"You hungry?" Marshall asked
"Did you guys already eat something?" I asked
"Why do you always ask that?"
"I don't like eating alone. Makes me feel lonely."
"Oh.. no we haven't eaten yet. I could do some eggs and bacon."
"I'll do it.. go to your girls."
"You sure?"
"Yeah.."
"Aight.." he walked to his daughters
I can't lie though. Those little girls are so adorable. I've seen a lot of children before, but this girls are so cute. Hailie looks just like Marshall.
So adorable.
Breakfast
"Breakfast is ready."
"We here." Hailie said
"Woww. This looks so good." Alaina said
"Thank you. You guys want orange juice?"
"Yess!" Alaina said
"Tyla this looks so good." Marshall said
"Thank you.. you want orange juice?"
"Sure." He smiled at me
I sat at the table and started to eat with them.
"How old are you?" Hailie asked
"I'm 22. And how old are you guys?"
"I'm 9 years old and Alaina is 11." Hailie said
"That's so cool. I wished I'll be that old again."
"But your so young.." Alaina said
"Yet yeah.. so what you girls like to do?" I asked
"Shopping!"
"Oh god please no." Marshall said
"Hey.. stop the attitude Mr." I said
"Yeah dad. Stop the attitude." Alaina said
"You girls wanna go shopping?" I asked
"Can we?"
"Sure you can. I love shopping too." I said
"Yess! We're going shopping."
They were so happy when Tyla asked them to go shopping with them.
I never thought she's gonna be so kind with my girls. Most of the chicks I brought home they were all acting good and kind to them when I was around but when I wasn't they won't even talk to my girls. Some of them didn't really wanna do something with them.
GOD! She's killing me. Tyla is fucking killing me!
After the breakfast
"Come on Marshall."
"I said no Tyla. I'm not going."
"Why not?"
"Because, I don't like shopping."
"Fine. Fuck you then. I go alone with the girls." I said
"Tyla.."
I ignored him
The fuck is wrong with mens? Why no one likes shopping? And for god sake those are his daughters.
Ugh.. he makes me so angry.
"Is dad not coming?" Hailie asked
"Daddy feels a little tired sweetheart."
"Okay.." she said with a sad expression
"Hey.. I promise we're gonna have a lot of f.."
Marshall opened the door from the car
"DADDY!" Hailie said
"Marshall?"
"Come on let's go shopping." He said
I smiled at he said that.
Now that's what I'm talking about Marshall!
"Yess. We're going shopping." Alaina and Hailie made a happy dance
Shopping
The girls wanted to buy new toys.
I know it may be weird but I saw this big ass teddy bear and I want it. Like I got lost in this store.
"Tyla.. you think this is beautiful?" Hailie showed me a red car
"Yeah.. it's beautiful. You want it?"
"Oh no, you don't have to buy anything." Marshall said
"Alaina come here baby." I said "you like this car as well?"
"Mhm.."
"Alright then. Let's buy it."
"Tyla. I said you not gonna buy this." Marshall said
"And I want to buy this for them. Now shut up and don't make me angry."
"At least I could fuck you when you angry cause you look so goddamn sexy right now." He whispered
I rolled my eyes at him
After I bought the girls the cars. We went to buy ice cream. And to the grocery store.
"Tyla.."
"Yes?"
"Why don't you buy anything for yourself?" Alaina said
"Right now I don't need anything. I'm happy I could get you two the cars."
"Thank you Tyla." Both girls hugged me
Marshall smiled at me.
"So what you girls wanna eat for dinner?" I asked
"Pizza!"
"Oh no no. I heard that you guys always eat pizza. Let's try something different and if you don't like it we're gonna make some pizza."
"Okay."
"Marshall? What you wanna eat?"
"That's a tricky question but I'll eat whatever you have.." he wink at me
"Agh.. fucking asshole." I said
"No bad words." Hailie said
"I'm sorry baby." I smiled at her "alright, you girls like rice?"
"Yess."
"Okay, then tonight I'm gonna do some rice and chicken with some salad. How that sounds?"
"That's good." Alaina said
"Okay. Good."
After the shopping we went back home.
I was actually really exhausted but I want the girls to eat before their mothers picks them up. I'm kinda nervous to meet her.
"You need help?"
"Nah I'm okay. Thank you."
"Come on let me help you."
"Marshall I'm o.."
he pulled me closer to him
"Stop being this stubborn or I swear to god I'll fuck the shit out of you. If you want it or not."
"Okay fine. You can do the salad."
"Good girl." He kissed slowly my lips
What was that?
Aghhh, okay Tyla you got this girl.
I GOT THIS!
As Marshall and I were cooking we heard the door.
Oh shit..
"Marshall!"
"Kitchen."
"Marsha.. what the fuck is this? Who the fuck is this bitch?"
"Kim stop talking like that."
"Listen Marshall. I wouldn't allow you to let my girls all alone with this cheap bitch. It's all over the news. My girls are not going to come here while you have bitches over your house."
"Kim! I said shut the fuck up. There is no bitch in this house. And I was also with the girls. Now you either leave or you shut the fuck up."
"How are you? Huh? You here also to get my husband money? Fucking whore." Kim said to me
I feel so humiliated right now. This is the first time when I don't answer back when someone is talking to me like that.
She's the mother of his children I can't be disrespectful even though I'll like to smack the shit out of her.
I didn't say anything and walked away from them.
"Tyla.." I heard Marshall saying
"Yeah! Go ahead bitch. Fucking whore."
"Yo! Shut up bitch. The fuck is wrong with you? I'm not your fucking husband. Get the fuck out of here."
"I came to get the girls. And since when you eat so healthy?"
"That's because the girls needs to eat something healthy and not just pizza all the time like you give them because you too lazy to cook something for them. Not get the fuck out bitch."
"You'll regret this Marshall."
"Fuck you bitch."
"Girls!"
"Mommy!"
"Come on get your stuff we're leaving."
"Look what Tyla got me." Hailie said
"Yeah cute. Come on now." Kim said "this is the last time I'll see this bitch around my girls. And this toys. She can keep that for herself." Kim broke the toys
"But mom."
"Come on girls. I'll buy you something better then this."
"Dad.." Alaina and Hailie came to me
"Come here baby. I love you okay. I promise I'll buy you the cars again."
"We love you dad." They hugged me and then they left.
Fuck. Why is this always haves to be like this?
I was in my room packing my stuff.
I don't want to be problem for him and his girls.
Kim is right, im just a stranger. I can't be around her children like this.
"Tyla.." Marshall opened the door "what are you doing?"
"I'm going to a hotel Marshall. Kim is right I can't be around your girls like this."
"Hey.. no she's not right. You were amazing with them. And your not gonna leave. Your staying. I don't care what Kim says."
"Marshall leave it alone. I actually look like im one of your whores. The woman is right."
I took my bags and left the room
"Tyla! Can you fucking stop? I don't want you to leave."
"It's better so Marshall."
"Your fucking staying. Now get your ass back in the house."
"I ca.."
"Now!"