Gangsters paradise

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Juli 5 2004

I was listening to some music in the room where Marshall and I slept. In 2 hours we're going to be in La. I'm so happy to see my father again and spooky.
But until then I'm relaxing a little bit. The boys are playing cards. You know they were fucking right when they said that it's fucking boring to fly so many hours.
I was listening to some old Metallica cd. I like listening to different type of music. And how rock n roll is still one of the best music genre of all times I can't not listen to it.
I closed my eyes and enjoyed the music when I felt someone is looking at me.
I opened my eyes and Marshall was looking at me with so much hunger in his eyes.
"What is it?"
"I have a small dick?? When did you want to tell me that? Huh?" He said as he sat down
"Oh god.." I rolled my eyes and put on my headphones and turned the music louder
Of course he's dick is not small. I just said that shit because I'm angry with him. He fucking cheated on me.
While I was not doing anything with any motherfucker he fucked girls.
Fuck him.
"Tyla I'm fucking talking to you!" He took my headphones
"What the fuck is your problem?"
"My problem is you! Why the fuck your always have to act like a bitch?"
"Excuse me?"
"You fucking heard me. The one minute your sweet the other minute you scream and get angry on me. No wonder why your father didn't called you to come back home. Because your a crazy little bitch."
"My father didn't called because I was at my grandmothers house. WHERE YOU ALSO WERE. So don't fucking act like you know everything!"
"HE DIDNT CALLED BECAUSE HES DEAD! He had to take care of the bullshit you couldn't finish with Knight. I know more then you do. I just don't fucking understand you. You mad on me because I slept with other girls while I was In love with you. Well fuck you then, I ain't gonna change for a woman. ESPECIALLY not for one like you. You still a fucking kid. I don't even know what I saw in you. Fucking moody bitch." He said and walked out of the room
Did he said that my father is dead?
Wha..
"MARSHALL! WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAID??"
"I said moody bitch. Now go fuck yourself and your fucking kid ass attitude. Bitch." He said and sat down next to proof
"The fuck is wrong with you dawg? The fuck you talk to her like that?" Proof said
"Why.. why did you.. uh said my father is dead?"
"Your fath.. uh.." Marshall looked at proof
"Why the fuck you look at him like that? Huh? What the fuck is going on here?"
"Listen baby.. I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that. I'm was angry that you were angry on me for some shit. Please forgive me.."
"Nah maybe god will but I won't. And YOU! Why the fuck did this motherfucker said that my father is dead? Huh? What do you fuckers know that I don't?" I asked proof
"Listen Ty.. uh.. it's better if you calm down okay girl. He didn't mean to say that shit. He's just dump and shit like that. You know he always acts like this when he's angry."
"Nah the fuck I won't calm down. Because is clearly that y'all know something and you don't tell me. Now you either tell me or were going to play a game."
"What kind of game. I already played cards and it'd fucking borring." Bizarre said
"The game where I'll cut all of your motherfuckers dick off you don't tell me WHY DID MARSHALL SAID THAT MY FATHER IS DEAD!" I yelled at them
"Baby.."
"Don't fucking touch me! I fucking hate you and all of you. Fucking acting like you don't know nothing about what's going on. Fucking acting like you do love me but it's everything just a fucking game. My brother wanted us to come back because my father is for real dead. And none of you wanted to tell me that. IN FACT! Y'all acted like nothing wrong! ESPECIALLY YOU!"
"Baby.. I couldn't tell yo.."
"Save that shit. I don't ever wanna see you in my entire life. When we're in La you and your fucking assholes friends go back where you belong and I go to my family. And I'll never fucking see none of you again because me and you Marshall.. it's fucking over!" I said with tears in my eyes
"Baby please lis.."
"Don't fucking call me baby no more. I ain't your fucking baby or girl or anything. We're strangers. Got me? FUCKING STRANGERS ARE WE FROM NOW ON!" I yelled at him and went back in the room
"The fuck got into you men? You fucking crazy? Look what you did." Proof said
"I fucking don't know! I got mad because she's having attitude and all that shit with me and I said it all loud without to realize what I said."
"Stupid fuck. I don't fucking get you man. I swear to god I don't." Proof said and stood up
"What the fuck is your problem now huh?" I asked him
"My problem is that you have a beautiful amazing woman by your side. She doesn't want you for money, fame or any other shit like those bitches out there. Because she haves it all alone in case you forgot. My problem is that she fucking loves you, respects you and is being fucking loyal to you since the moment she meet you and all you did what to fuck around with her feelings, cheat, lie, calling her names like you always do, without to realize that this girl fucking loves you and YOU love her too. But you just act all crazy and shit. The problem is not her men.. the problem is you dawg. I love you men but you gotta get your act together. Because what you just did now.. you fucking lost the best girl you'll ever meet in your entire life dawg." Proof said and walked to the bathroom