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It's been a couple of weeks since I last seen Marshall.
Ayisha is doing great we're now at one house here in Detroit. I've finally convinced her to move to a other house where is bigger and not that close to all those hood people. I want her and the baby to be safe whenever I'm not around.
However this weeks has been crazy I made this two songs called "unfaithful and rehab." I decided to have Justin Timberlake in the rehab music video.
Next week I'll have to go to New York to meet up with the entire team. I need to be back on the road soon as possible. But until then I want Ayisha and the baby safe.
However with Marshall is over. I told him to leave and he left. The boys keeps telling me that he's not doing great at all. And that he's a completely mess. But what the fuck should I do. He's a grown ass man acting like a child. He's the one doing mistakes and then he's the one who's crying about it. He needs to learn that just because he's saying sorry that doesn't mean I'll take him back. I don't want to sound way to harsh but that's the true. I don't want him to destroy himself with this drugs and shit but if that's what he wants then at the end of the day it's his problem.
This house is so beautiful, big rooms big kitchen the way Ayisha likes, she loves to cook and bake. A big garden with pool and enough of place to make playground. I love it and it's far away from the hood it's like 2 hours away from where Ayisha and I lives now.
"You like the house?" I asked Ayisha
"Yes, I love it. But are you sure you want me to come with you? Is this not going to be way to expensive?"
"I'm buying this house for us three. You took care of me when I needed a place to stay. I promised you I'll be here whenever you need me no matter what. I'll take care of the baby like my own child. I want to live with you and the boy in this house."
"I love you Ty.. I swear to god your my best friend." She hugged me
"Love you too." I said to her and we walked back inside the house "we take the house."
"Happy to hear that. Here is the key. I'll send you the payment for the house per email and then you can choose how you want to pay the house."
"That sounds perfect. Thank you sir." I said
"Thank you sir."
"You welcome ladies. Have a nice day." He said and left
"Okay let's go pack the things." Ayisha said
"Nah uh. I'm packing your not doing anything."
"You can't not pack everything you crazy?"
"You forgot you are PREGNANT?"
"No? But you can't do this all alone. Let's call the boys."
"Fuck no. Then they will come with Marshall too. I don't want him to know where we moving."
"You gotta talk with him one day you know that right? You can't just let him go like that Ty. You love him, you might tell yourself you don't but your just mad at him. I understand you but you gotta look after him. Do it for me at least he's my friend to."
"I'll see what I can do."
"Now Tyla. Your going to drive me home because I'm tired as fuck and your going to Marshall's house."
"I can't just go to his house like this. He's maybe not home."
"Tyla..?"
"Okay okay.. Jesus. Why you even doing this to me."
"Because you two might be fucking out of your mind. He might be a asshole sometimes. You guys might fight and all that shit. But you are made for each other. I saw him the way he stood next to you while you were asleep and how he was kissing your hand and forehead. I see the way you two look at each other. You can't not stay without each other. So please just look after him he needs you and you need him."
"I don't want a man that cheats on me whenever we have a fight."
"God stop being so stubborn. Make yourself clear to him and he'll understand. Now drive me home. And I swear to god if I find out you weren't at his house we're going to have a big problem."
"Bigger then your belly?"
"Bitch come here.."
"Catch me if you can."
"I'll catch you in the car. Wait until then." Ayisha said
I mean.. I don't know if I should really feel like Ayisha said. I have no idea if this is going to be a good idea. I just know that once we're fighting he's going to do some bullshit again.
And how do I know that we're made for each other? He's so fucking stubborn and angry all the time. If your not doing how he wants he gets mad. Once he's doing something your the one that is fault for the shit he's doing.
He's so fucking toxic.. but I love him.
I hate him so bad I fucking do. But at the same time I want him by my side. I want him to make me laugh the way he always fucks me like is going to be the last time. The way he holds me when he's sleeping next to me and the way he looks in my eyes. Everything about this motherfucker I love and miss even though I hate him so much for what he did.
"I mean it Tyla. Go to his house now." Ayisha said as she left the car
"Yes I'm going. Lock the door."
"I will. See ya baby.." she said to me
"See ya later.." I said
Marshall's house is like 20 minutes away from Ayishas house.
As I drove in his driveway I see a this red bmw in his parking lot.
Dre may be here, happy to see him to I haven't seen him since a while.
I walked through the door, and knocked at the door.
Nobody answered..
Well I guess his not home.
Or should I go in?

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