Gangsters paradise

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June 28 2004

Im finally at the airport in South Africa. Im waiting for my cousin to pick me up. Im so excited omg. I can't believe I'm finally here. I haven't been here since almost 3 years.
I walked to the place where my cousins will pick me up. I decided to check my phone again.
Spooky: why would you just runaway from Marshall's house. That men is worrying about you. At least pick up his fucking calls.
Missy: girl Marshall is looking for you. Where the fuck are you?
Eve: please go back to Marshall's house and talk to him. Do not go all alone out there.
I responded to all the messages.
Im not going back to Marshall's house. And I'll not be ever around him.
He think he can play with me the way he wants by calling me baby and apologizing to me once he had that bitch over at his house.
Im not here to worry about Marshall. He's not my boyfriend or anything he has his own life and I have mine.
"I swear to god this the longest flight I ever had to be on." Bizarre said
"Then go to sleep bald ass." Swift said
This flight killed the shit out of me. We're flying since 5 hours now. I slept I ate but I can't do anything else. I decided to not take any type of pills with me while I'm here. I need to stop doing drugs. They are fucking killing me. And plus I don't want to disappoint Tyla. I want to show her that I really care about her and that I want her more then anything. Talking about wanting her. I want so bad to have her beautiful body next to me right now. Jesus Christ, only when I'm thinking about her body my dick gets hard like a rock.
I want this girl so bad you can't even imagine.
"Tyla?" I heard a man voice
"Ye.. omg Wayne." I said as I saw my cousin
"Fuck I almost didn't recognized you girl. Come here." He hugged me
"It's been three years Wayne. I missed you so much."
"We all missed you. You made us so proud." He said
"Thank you. How is everyone?"
"They are good. They waiting for you. Grandma cooked for the entire village again."
"Oh god please no."
"Yeah.. but I though your gonna come with some friends of yours?"
"Ah.. yeah well I wished they could be here but we had some problems so I came alone. It's better so."
"Sad, I heard your friend with Eminem? The big rapper dude?"
"Yeah, he's a friend of mine."
"That's so fucking cool. We're all a huge fan of him. That dude is a fucking monster." He said
"He really is.."
This conversation is so awkward I don't wanna think about Marshall or anything that haves to do with him, I just wanna be home at my grandmas house.
In the car my cousin and I were talking about our childhood.
We grew up together Wayne his stepbrother and i but when Wayne brother died, Wayne went to jail for killing his stepbrother murder and since then we haven't seen us.
I know you guys might think we have murderers in our family but it's not like that.
We love our family, we are loyal to our people. Now if something happens to my brother or my father we're not gonna stop until we don't kill that person. No one in our family went to jail for killing somebody only if they kill the one person that killed someone from our family. But the other members that are in the jail is because they got caught with drugs.
"We're almost there. Oh and get ready for the people."
"What people?"
"You know.. all the neighbors.."
"Oh man, i really don't wanna deal with them."
"Don't worry. They are happy your back in the village. We all love you."
"That's cute."
I just woke up from my little nap. I need to do something so I won't get bored. But while I was sleeping I had a dream about a song.
I will write this song and when I'm going back I'll put it on the new album.
"9 hours Slim! 9 FUCKING HOURS! Im literally about to fucking open the door to this flight and jump out of it." Bizarre said
"Fucking hell man just shut the fuck up."
"Why the fuck are you so calm?" Swift asked
"Im not calm, im also bored but what you wanna do? Just go and fucking sleep. Y'all eyes look like fucking Chinese eyes." I said and closed the door.
As Wayne and I arrived in the village people were watching at us like crazy.
"Don't worry about them. Tomorrow they will forget your here."
"Hopefully."
"Grandma!" Wayne said
"OH MY GODD! Mija.. my sweet little girl." My grandma came running towards me
"Hi Ma, I missed you."
"I missed you. Look at you, you so beautiful." She kissed my forehead "come on, im sure your hungry."
"I'm starving Ma."
"I'll bring this to your room." Wayne said
"No come on let's eat first."
"K.."
"Yo! Look who's here!" My other cousin said
"Well hello to all of you."
"Look at you. All grown up."
"Yeah yeah, you old man."
"Did she just called me old man?"
"You are, look at you."
"I'm only 35!"
"Still old.."
"Come here you little garden gnome." He said and I ran away from him
"Leave her alone." Wayne said
"See.." I stuck my tongue out at him
"I'll catch you later."
My cousins are like kids with me until they have to protect form some stuff. Wayne is 30 years old the one that I called old is 35 he's name is Carlos. And there are the other 6 cousins. Maxi is 28 years old, Omari is 25, Amari is 29, Ekon is 23, Issa is 31 and Orion is the youngest one 19 years old.
I grew up with them all, those are my favorite cousin. The others 4 from my mother side, I don't talk to much with them. My father does but my brother and I doesn't.
Now I'm finally home, I missed them so much.