Nefeli's Pov
Argh! This is so annoying.
I should've not given into them in the first place. Hindi sana ako mapepeste nang ganito kaaga. Ang ingay-ingay pa ng paligid.
Simula no'ng pumayag akong sumama sa mga taga Altagrande sa dorm nila ay hindi na ako tinantanan ng mga 'to. Walang araw na hindi sila susulpot sa harap ko.
It's my fault. But that's food! I couldn't resist it. Damn this monstrous worms inside my stomach. It won't let me be.
"I told you to leave me alone, didn't I made myself clear with that?" My annoyance is visible at this moment. I never dreamed of having a friends.
Lalo na ang mga taga Altagrande. I have a bad feelings about that nation. But what's bothering me is this noble kids. Tailing me wherever I go. And I don't honestly feel bad about it, but the thought that they're nobles annoyed the hell out of me.
"Ano ba'ng ayaw mo samin Nefeli? Gusto ka lang naman naming maging kaibigan," turan ni Aillard.
"Kayo. Kayo ang problema ko. I did told you I don't want friends. And yet here you are insisting to be one," nagtitimpi kong tugon.
Nagbaba ng ulo ang dalawang babae habang nakatitig lang sakin ang dalawang lalaki.
Argh! Everything became annoying since I entered this academy. I shouldn't have agreed on studying here.
"But why? Aren't you afraid to be alone?" Natigilan ako sa tanong ni Crucida. Blanko ang mga matang nakikipagtitigan ako sakanya, "I am alone ever since. So what's there to be afraid of?" I poked the inside of my cheek and laugh without a humor. Indeed being alone isn't something I should be afraid of. I know Nefeli is loved by her family inspite of people outside their Dukedom hating her. But I wasn't talking about her. I am talking about mine. I am not the real Nefeli after all.
Another reason why I don't want to get attached to anyone in this world is because I AM NOT THE REAL NEFELI.
I am just an outsider of this world. A place where I do not belong.
I sometimes wonder if I die, can I go back to my life in Earth? But then I remember, I am already dead there. So I am stuck here. Having the identity that isn't mine to begin with.
"Alam ko kung bakit gusto niyo akong kaibiganin," bigla ay bulalas ko. Hindi nakawala sa paningin ko ang paglandas ng pagkabigla sa mga mata nila.
"I know everything. So before I lose my patience. Stop what you're doing. I might erase your existence without everyone, nor your family knowing who's behind it," babala ko sakanila.
Hindi sila nakaimik dahil do'n, kaya kinuha ko ang pagkakataong umalis.
Napapailing na lamang ako sa tuwing naririnig mula sa mga bibig nila ang salitang kaibigan. Maaaring kilala ang nasyon nila sa pagiging mabait a desiplinado. Ngunit hindi no'n mabubura ang katotohanang mas masahol pa ang mga ugali nila sa mga taga Avalorn.
They are two face assholes. And I witnessed that first hand.
They just want to befriend me because my family held power even outside the Engklateya. Foreign Countries feared my family. Especially my father.
"Nefeli! Nandito ka lang pala. Tara na magsisimula na ang klase." Parang lintang dumikit sa akin si Laarnie nang makita ako nito.
Sa katunayan nga ay patungo narin ako sa silid aralan namin no'ng harangan na naman ako ng apat na'yon. Kung tutuusin ay mas gusto ko pang kasama ang bruhildang tinulak ko no'ng isang araw. Balita ko anak ng Lord ang babaeng 'yon sa Avalorn.
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