My Boyfriend Is A Stalker

Prologue

From: My Love

- Hi love, kakatapos kolang sa school works ko
- I miss you na po

Chat nya saakin, sobrang sweet nya and always nya akong inaalagaan even if sa chat lang kami nag uusap pero i don't think na kaya ko pa.

May balak akong makipag hiwalay sakanya ngayon, well i dont really know why but I'm tired. Di ko na kaya... i think mag fofocus nalang ako sa study ko. Im sure din na hindi sya papayag so may balak na ako na iblock nalang sya but i dont know how... Kasi di ko din kaya, hayst.

I turn off my own emotions and look at my screen while typing...

To: My Love

- I'm tired

From: My Love

- Aww that's okay baby
- You can sleep po muna if pagod kana
- Mamaya nalang po ako mag chachat sayo

Bat ba lagi syang ganto? Nakakainis na... Parang di ko kayang makipag break sakanya without any reason, lalo na at alam ko na he's a good boyfriend to me.

"Hayst sorry baby." Sabi ko habang malungot ang mga mata, wala talaga akong totoong rason para hiwalayan sya pero... Ayaw ko na talaga, pagod na ako and i dont really know why. I think need ko ng pahinga and focus on myself more. Plus di naman totoo to eh, it's only rp.. roleplay lang to and if i fall... i lose.

Bumuntong hininga ulit ako kasi sobrang hirap nito para saakin. I know.. i know na nafall na ako sakanya and wala na akong magagawa dun, but im really tired na talaga. Di ko din alam if he really have a feelings for me or pampalipas oras nya lang talaga ako, so mas maganda na siguro na umiwas na ako habang hindi pa huli ang lahat. Because i know na dadating ang time na mahuhulog ako sakanya, yung tipong hindi ko na kayang mawala pa sya.

To: My Love

- Pagod na ako
- I want to end this relationship
- Pagod na ako sa relasyong to

I send it to him and he just seen me, after a few seconds nag chat na din sya.

From: My Love

- Why?
- Do we have a problem po ba?
- Or do you have a problem?
- Please tell me love
- We can fix this
- Pleasee??
- Please don't break up with me

To: My Love

- I'm sorry
- Wala tayong problema
- Typing...

From: My Love

- Wala naman pala eh
- So bakit ka nakikipag break?
- Did i do something nakinagalit mo?
- Please tell me
- I'm sorry kung meron man
- Just don't leave me pleaseee?

To: My Love

- Wala kapo ginawa
- Dont say sorry
- Pagod na ako and hindi ikaw yung problema
- Ako yung may problema dito so please dont blame yourself

From: My Love

- Then let's fix this
- Pleaseee??

To: My Love

- Sorry but no

Kinakabahan na ako ngayon, di ko alam kung bakit pero kinakabahan ako. He just seen my message and i think galit sya and i understands why.

From: My Love

- Do you have another man?

Biglang chat nya na ikinalaki ng mata ko

To: My Love

- Of course wala
- I'm just really tired
- Please lets break up

From: My Love

- No!
- Di ako papayag
- Kung may iba ka na then tell me
- I will still accept you naman
- Please?
- Just dont break up with me
- I love you so much
- I cant lose you

Chat nya nanakapag patigil saakin...

"Tuloy ko paba?" Tanong ko sasarili ko pero alam ko na nakapag desesyon na ako kanina... And the answer is yes. Lumunok ako bago mag type ulit, di ko na alam kung ano sasabihin ko. Siguro kung ano nalang pumasok sa isip ko na palusot.

To: My Love

- You can
- Hindi mo ako mahal
- Ni hindi mo nga ako kilala sa totoong buhay, so how can you love me?
- You don't love me
- Nasanay kalang na kausap ako
- Ni hindi ka nga sure kung yung mga sinasabi ko ba sayo ay totoo

From: My Love

- No
- I love you and i know it
- I dont have to meet you in person
- But if that's what you wanted then let's meet up
- I dont care
- Just pleasee stay
- Please?
- Stay

To: My Love

- Don't say please
- If may memeet up tayo di rin ako papayag
- *You cleared the nickname for Zane*

From: Zane

- Wait are you serious?
- haha

To: Zane

- Yes
- Do you think I'm joking?

From: Zane

- No
- ...

To: Zane

- This is our final conversation
- Don't ever chat me or call me again

From: Zane

- What?!?
- No!
- I will never let you go
- You are mine!

To: Zane

- No I'm not!
- You're crazy
- Bye

Then nagulat nalang ako ng bigla syang nag call. Hindi ko yun sinagot at pinatay ko na lang, block ko na lang sya kahit ayaw ko talagang gawin yun. Pumunta na ako sa settings and narinig ko pa na nag chat sya bago ko sya iblock. Then after i blocked him nakita ko yung chat nya... Nag send sya ng photo and a message....

From: Zane

- I will never let you go...
- Hahanapin kita love
- I promise
- Send a photo*
- Remember that face
- No one can ever have you beside me