SMUT ARCHIVES

56: PRICE OF THE VYING

PRICE OF THE VYING | BXB
note: unrevised

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It’s been 2 weeks after I get fired from my job. Ang hirap talaga kapag college student palang na working student. I don’t have my family’s support because I was a black sheep.

“Hindi dapat natin binibigyan ng negative thoughts ang buhay natin after one negative event.” it was from my friend, Callum. Isang araw, sinamahan niya akong mag pa bar para uminom.

He offered me a lot of girls but I ignore it. Pumunta ako roon para ilunod saglit ang sarili dahil ang dami kong hahabuling deadline sa school. Though, I didn’t regret choosing Architecture, I still excel.

“Hindi ko talaga alam kung bakla ka ba o ano.” Callum laugh and so I am. Bumagsak ang tingin ko sa hawak sa chaser at kaagad iyong nilagok bago iniikot ang mga mata sa paligid.

Sitting on the counter table, my eyes lingered around as I could feel a dark and heavy eyes somewhere and I couldn’t recognize who it was. I’m feeling a bit drunk, mad and hot at the same time.

The lights were dim. Nasa dance floor naman ang disco lights at maraming sumasayaw roon, I even spotted some, kissing on the corner.

My eyes stop at the left corner as I saw the man... the man.

Nakasandal ito sa sofa na inu-upuan, some of the men, I think his friends, are talking. Nakatitig ito sa akin. His eye were dark, and dangerous, I could feel how heavy it was. Nakapatong ang siko nito sa sinasandalang back rest habang ang kanang kamay ay may hawak na chaser.

Madilim doon banda pero may kaunti namang ilaw na gumagala roon kaya mas klaro kong nakikita ang kanyang mukha. He has a westernized features. His jaw is well structured and his lips were shut, manipis iyon at kumukurba sa hugis puso, I notice the slice in between his lower lip and it made him look attractive. Bukas ang tatlong butones ng kanyang sout na button shirt na dark blue, I notice that he’s spreading his thighs but I refuse to look down.

Umiwas ako ng tingin nang makaramdam ng kakaibang init. My eyes slowly drifted on the chaser I was holding. My brows furrowed as I hardly control my self not to look back on that man. Damn. A man.

Dala siguro ito ng alak. I shake my head at my stupid mind.

Our day that night was just plain. Naunang nalasing si Callum sa akin at nag hanap kaagad ng babae, umalis na din ako kaagad dahil maaga pa ang klase ko bukas, mag hahanap pa ako ng bagong trabaho. I badly need money right now.

Ang dami kong babayarang bills at sa school, galing sa ipon ko ang tuition ko sa college. I badly wanna get out of our home, my father is always drunk and he used to punch me since I was a child. Walang ginawa si Mama, she always watches me get punch and compare me to my brother.

“Look at Ben! look at him! siya na panganay, siya ang mas magaling sayo! his grades are higher than yours!” It was from my mother.

“Tang ina, Luigi!” Ben pushed me after I helped out our 15 years old sister, Veronica.

Veronica was drown on the pool after getting pushed from one of his friend. Sinuntok ko ‘yong gagong kaibigan ni Kuya Ben. He’s trying to get my sister, I saw it in my own eyes.

“Kuya Ben! don’t push Kuya Luigi!” Veronica pushed Kuya Ben as well.

Tumayo ako at tinulungan si Veronica na makatayo. Kuya Ben helped out his friend.

“Ang yabang mo rin eh noh?”

Lumapit sa akin si Kuya at kaagad akong kwenelyuhan, that’s when our parents came. Veronica is calling Kuya’s name, may dumalo sa kanyang maid.