shivian: a forbidden love 🖤🫶🏻

chapter 9: i love you too

Vivians pov:

The time is currently 7.30 am. I always wake up early. Siobhan, on the other hand, was happy and content still asleep in my arms.

I didn't want to disturb her, but I didn't want to go back to sleep either, so I just laid with her until she woke up. I know she needs this nap. Yesterday was so eventful.

I admire the sleeping beauty that is lying on my happily, I place some soft kisses onto her head and run my fingers through her hair.

I really do love this girl but I don't know if she feels the same way, regardless what happens between us two, I am going to be there for her no matter what and she can stay here with me for as long as she wants.

11am rolled around, and Siobhan had started to stir a bit. She woke up all of a sudden breathing heavily.

"Hey shhhh, it's okay, your alright, what happened darling?" I asked, trying to reassure her that everything was okay.

As soon as she heard my voice, she settled back down. She was awake but barely.

"It was Roger he got to me, he started beating me again like he -"

I didn't let her Finnish that sentence, I didn't want her to worry about him, she has me to protect her, she is never going to worry about Roger ever again.

"Baby, shhhh, it's okay. I'm here. You don't need to worry about him anymore. You're safe. I'm here. I'm not going anywhere, I promise."

She calmed back down and thanked me for being there for her.

"Baby? Did you call me baby then vivian?"

Shit I must have let that slip out. I dont even know how that happened.

"Sorry, Siobhan i-"

"It's okay Viv, don't worry about it, it's fine."

We laid together in silence for a few minutes just enjoying eachothers company and embracing. That was until Siobhan broke the silence.

"Oh, by the way, Viv?"

"Yeah, sweet girl, what's up?" I asked, curious as to what's going on in siobhans pretty little head.

"I love you too."

Shit i didn't think she heard that last night. She was asleep, I said it to her quietly. How on earth did she find out. I'm so glad that she loves me too, though..

I only really met siobhan 3 times, but from the moment that I first saw her, I knew that I was in love with her. I just had no idea that she felt the same way about me, though.

I look down at Siobhan and smile. She notices me looking at her, and she pulls herself upwards so that she is making direct eye contact with me.

She doesn't sat anything, she just sits in front of me for a short while just staring into my eyes.

Out of nowhere, she leans in towards me and kisses me sofly. It reminded me of the first time we ever kissed. Only this time It's a lot more meaningful as she is now out of the relationship with Roger.

I close my eyes and kiss her back softly. 5 minutes pass by, and I finally break from this kiss. I didn't want to come away from it, but there was something important that I wanted to ask Siobhan.

"You know, we could always go to the beach together tonight, we could share some food, have coffee, and watch that sunset together if you feel up to it?"

She looks at me with admiration again and starts nodding her head like a little child. I really do love Siobhan, and I am so glad that I am the person to bring out this side of her.

"Who knew that this little ice queen had such a warm gooie center?"

Siobhan looked at me and said

"It's always been there. It just took the right person to finally bring it out, and that right person is you, Viv.."

My heart melted at her words. I know I said I loved her before, but now I just love her a whole lot more.

I haven't known her for that long, but I genuinely can't remember a time when she wasn't in my life.

She has changed me so much, just like I have changed her. We have both come a long way.

I was starting to give up on love until that day when I was late collecting Jamie and Siobhan was there waiting for someone to come and get him. I know I shouldn't be happy about this, buy apart of me really ws happy that I was late for collection because if I wasn't, I wouldn't have had a reason to talk to Siobhan.

Siobhan has come a long way too, and I am so proud of her for achieving what she did.

She left her abusive and manipulative ex-boyfriend, and she openly admitted   what he was doing to her. She only told me about it but I am so glad she did because now I can help her as much as she needs.

Siobhan changed our positions, and she got up.

I thought she was going to head unto the bathroom to get a shower or something like that, I was in for a big shock when she dived into my arms and buried her head into my chest.

I love that she feels so comfortable around me. She knows that she can do anything she wants, and I will not judge her for it in anyway shape or form.

Her happiness and comfort are the only things that matter to me, and I am surprised that she knows this.

Well, she's going to be the one in for a suprise later when she finds out what I have in store for her.

She berries her head further into my tits.

"Shib, you can go back to sleep if you want to, I know you're tired, and you need the rest, I'll wake you up around 2 pm if you do end up falling asleep.
I love you."

She ignores pretty much all of my sentence apart from the last bit. She let's out a little yawn and burries herself further into my boobs.

"I love you too, Vivi."

Vivi? Oh my God, that is the cutest little nick name ever. I don't even think she noticed that she called me it, but a part of me doesn't want her to stop calling me it.

If anyone else called me Vivi, I would probably throttle them right then and there, but with Siobhan, it's different.

I like her a lot.

No, I don't.

I love her.

A/N: Sorry this one's cute but I couldn't sleep so I thought I'd just whip something up real quick.