𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

Call her Daddy pt2

"So I want to come back to the age thing. Im now 29 years old and I have so many people telling me your way to old to act like this or dress like this. My question is how do you feel about this. Because obviously you now have children and you're married, but still you wanna look good."
"I honestly had this problem when the kids were younger. The older they got and I saw that they never had a problem with the way Marshall and I were dressing or expressing ourselves. But of course I wont dress up the way I use to. But yeah I totally get it, and I don't fell like that. 29 is not old, I mean what should I say at 36? The way I see it people always tries to find this little things about a person and makes it into such a big deal. I mean just because I have children and im married that doesn't mean I have to look like shit."
"So true.. but did you ever had trouble with your husband for example?"
"Nope never, he's the one actually that was bringing me to shopping to buy new stuff. He's also the one that picked that one black dress where people were hating on me because I looked way to naked. He never had a problem with it because he trust me. If your partner doesn't trust you of course he'll have a problem with a lot of things that your doing or especially what you're wearing."
"Gabbriette.. I actually want to know so bad why did you went from black to blonde hair?"
"Oh I just had fun with it. I'll go back to black soon. I just felt that I need a change, the blonde hair definitely didn't helped that change at all so thats why you'll see me pretty soon with my black hair." I said and Alexandra laughed
"I fucking love you and the way you are. Tell me more about your music, you have so many sad songs. But also there are a lot of songs that surprises me also a lot of collaboration with so many good artist."
"To be honest, I have to thank this to my bad at first and to my husband. As I started singing in the band I never thought that I'll get the attention from so many artist out there. Having this opportunity to make music with great musicians is more because they got to meet me thru Marshall. And Marshall is the one that helped me to put music out there that people were making fun of me when I use to tell them what I really want."
"I guess having your husband as your manager and producer is the best thing." She smiled
"It really is, and its so much fun because I don't get to feel ashamed. I can just tell him this is how I want my next song to be and he helps me."
"To be honest when I listen to you talking about your husband like this is making me feel butterfly's. Because seeing you two on tv and in music videos together makes me wanna have this kind of relationship where my man supports me in everything."
"Oh darling this was not always like this. Marshall and I went thru so much shit together. Since day one I meet him even though he was being sometimes a asshole and I wished I could fucking cut his throat for how annoying he was. But still he really made me fall in love with him. What Marshall did for me and made me feel nobody ever did."
"Is he your first kiss?"
"He's my first everything. He was my first boyfriend, my Frist kiss, my first time.. everything."
"That's so cute.."
"He's fucking amazing. You're going to make me cry girl." I said to her trying not to cry
I see her looking up as I said that because she also was about to cry
"He's really amazing. He's the best thing ever happened to me. I.. I remember after I gave birth to Ace I felt so bad. I got so fat because of the pregnancy and I wasn't eating because I didn't want to look like a goddamn elephant. Then fuck.. when I remember how I use to treat him because I just couldn't face the reality that my mom died and then my two friends. When I think about how many times he could just leave me and say fuck you im done but he never did. I also never did because I just can't live without him."
Alexandra whipped her tears
"I feel like after Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt you and Eminem are the best couple."
"Wow I actually never thought this far. I mean for me of curse we are because we've been together since so many years but I never thought people will think this."
"I mean I see it that way, I really love to see you two together."
"Well im sorry if I knew he will also be here with us."
"No oh my god, i love his music but im so afraid of him." She laughed and I also did
"He's a sweetheart trust me. He might be sometimes a little to crazy but trust me he is a sweetheart."
"I believe when you say that. Also I wanted to know something else. But before that, I had this conversation with my friend and we were telling each other how fucked up it is to have a man that looks so much better then you and you know that all the woman's wants him.."
"GIRL, I was walking like a goddamn Pinguin. I was 7 months pregnant looking like I've been eating cookies all the fucking day and my man was walking around in t-shirt that you can see damn well how many sixpack he had. I was in the couch watching my Serie, he comes from upstairs after he took a shower, without t-shirt on and im thinking "put a goddamn t-shirt on boy!" Alexandra laughed as I said that
"For real even at the beginning from the relationship he always was wearing baggy ass t-shirt suddenly I see him with no t-shirt on stage trying to show his skin and all that."
"And you were ready to fight." Alexandra laughed
"Fuck yeah I was, this bitches will look at my man like a peace of raw meat." Alexandra laughed again
"I fucking love you." She kept laughing "god okay I need to come back to reality.." she tried not laugh again
"so have you ever thought to Write a book?"
"A book about myself?"
"Mhm."
"Nope, and I think I'll never do it. Netflix also wanted to make a documentary about me and all that shit and I said no."
"What? Why?"
"I don't like this type of shit. People already knows me, they don't gotta know more about what I don't want to talk about."
"Well I also think Netflix and other platforms are always going to show the stuff differently then it actually is."
"Exactly and plus im a fucking human being. I know that the whole world knows who I am and who im married to but there is no need to tell all the details."
"Yeah I totally get that. At the end of the day it's your story."
"Exactly."
"So I know.. you went thru a very dark time. But of course we don't have to talk about this if you don't want to."
"No its okay."
"Okay so.. how did you start doing drugs?"
"Damn, I was a kid. I had this best friend and she was a fucking rebellious girl. She will take me everywhere with her. You know always the fake friends that pulls you into those things." I said
"When did it started?"
"Damn I don't really remember the age anymore because crazy is that after I got sober there is a lot of things that I don't remember that was saying or doing. But I was young, I got dropped out of school because of her. And all that shit. My mom found out about it. and there is nothing else in this world that I regret more it that I've treated my mother so bad and all she did was to take care of me."
"Those were the drugs and not you. How did you stop doing them?"
"My mother said this is done were going to rehab and she took me to the hospital and all that. I stayed there for couple of month and then when I came back I joined the band."
"Im so proud of you for that. I also know someone that is not doing great at all because of those things."
"You need to be strong. This stuff are the baddest thing ever. They are going to kill you if you don't stop at the right time. Actually don't fucking start at all. Just don't do it. There is other way to escape depression, stress and other stuff and thats not drugs or alcohol."
"True.. i just feel people especially kids they need to lern from their parents and from school that this are no good."
"Yeah but the school system are not even teaching them how to make your own bank account. I've seen with my own eyes what they teach children and thats fucked up. Those kids in this world are never going to be independent if the parents and school system wont teach them the right things. Marshall sat for hours at the table with the boys and Kim and I with the girls, explaining them about the entire sex thing. They were all about 15 16 17 Alaina was the eldest one. And we thought they need to know those things but not in the way how the school with teach them how to put a condom on a fucking dildo."
"Did they really did that?"
"Yeah, and that's why im saying parents needs to be open with their children. You don't gotta tell them everything at once but with the time they're going to lern those things. If you keep your child in a box and you don't explain what's good and what's not of course they will end up in the worst way. The school system doesn't teach nothing. At the end of the day those teenagers goes to Highschool they get a Diplom and still you will see them becoming influencers on social media or working at the McDonald's."
"Just like me. I went to the Harvard Highschool and now look what im doing."
"Its sad because not just because your parents puts all their money in that fucking school but also you, your time. You get in this big ass famous school were you're supposed to become someone. And then you realize you waisted your time learning and all that for nothing."
"Thats exactly what I told my parents back then. They got mad at me when I started doing this entire podcast."
"But now you're doing more then if you had a normal job."
"Yep."
"Where did you get that vase by the way?"
"You're here since almost one hour and you just saw this?" She laughed
"Yeah, im really into those stuff."
"Ill send you the link to it."
"Alright girl.." I winked at her and we both laughed
"Okay so my last two questions are. Are you and the band going to make a new song? And what's your next solo project?"
"About the band I can't say nothing yet. Its something we all discussed to stay private so when the time comes everyone will know about. And my next project is currently nothing. My tour is done my album is out. I did everything I had to do until know. I guess I'll see what kind of crazy ideas I'll get again to make something new."
"Well Gabbriette, im more then honored that I got the chance to have you here. It was a pleasure to meet you. Thank you for taking your time coming here."
"Thank you. You were amazing I fucking love it here. You really make me think to make my own podcast show, because I really love it."
"Oh my god if you do that please let me know. I'll be your fucking assistant if you want me to." she said and I laughed
"You can work with me. But I'll definitely think about it. My own podcast show is maybe going to be my next project." I winked at the camera
"Thank you again. You are the best." She said to me and I gave her a air kiss
The camera stopped.

"This was amazing, thank you again."
"Thank you love, and I'll really think about it about the podcast show. I'll let you know." I said giving her a hug
"Im so exited, love ya." She kissed my cheek I took my purse my assistant was also ready to go. I said goodbye to everyone and left the building.

This was so fun.