Illicit Love

Kabanata 33

My world suddenly stopped when I heared those three word from her, is this really happening? My tears are starting to roll on my cheeks.

"W-What did you say?" nanginginig ang boses na tanong ko sakaniya.

She smiled at me genuinely, her dimples are showing and her eyes are glisting. I really love when she smiles like this, she's so pretty.

"I love you, I really do. I don't want to waste another years without you, I want you back. I'll do anything, just please come back to me, baby." she said while her tears rolling down.

I don't know what to say, I'm so overwhelmed with this exploding emotions that she's giving. My heart is full after hearing those words from her, without saying anything I pulled her for a tight hug.

A few moments later we separated from each other embrace, I smiled back at her. My eyes are roaming in every corner of her facade, memorizing every inch of it. I miss her, all of her. If wanting her to be with me for the rest of my life is Illicit. Then, I'm ready to face the sins and lived in hell for the rest of my life.

"My love for you is so beautiful to be a secret, this feeling is too good to be true to be hidden. I wanna show you how much I adore you, I wanna make you feel how much you mean the world to me.. You're my Illicit love that I can fight no matter what" I said whole heartedly without breaking our stares.

After saying those I can see us kissing each other hungrily, like there's no tomorrow. I can feel how much she misses me through her caress, she caress my skin carefully like a fragile glass that she's scared to break off.

I feel the soft matress on my back, I'm now lying on the bed while she's on top of me. She's so alluring right now, the light coming from the window hits her magnificent face.

"Tell me if you want to stop" her voice is asking for permission.

How can't I love her if she's always like this? She's asking me for a consent, I bit my lower lips before pulling her again closer to me to kiss her.

"Uhmm–Sol.." I can't help not to moan when her warm palms caressing my clothed valleys.

I don't know what to focus on first, if our deepining kisses or her palms that slowly roaming in very inch of my body. I can't help not to pull her hair because of the strange feeling it gives me, I can't even think straight, I don't want her to stop.

"P-Please, Sol.." I pleaded even though I don't know what I'm pleading.

"Please what baby?" she whispered hoarsely that gives more electricity unto my system.

She left my lips, she's now focused on kissing me on my sensitive part that made me moan loudly.

"Godness.."

"Shh you don't want them to hear us, right?" she said smirking, my chest is rising up and down because of the ragging feeling.

I can't think straight, I closed my eyes deepened while my hands are digging on her nape trying to get some support there. Her wet kisses are now on my neck, I can feel a little pang there because how she sucked it that I know later on will having a marked there.

"Baby–oh shit uhmm" I can no longer recognize my own voice because every moan that I make dominates.

All I do is to gasped for an air whenever her lips gives my skin a delicate kisses, she's so good at this. Excitement is all over my body, but I can't help to feel scared because this is my first time letting someone to touched me.

"I love you so much, Moraine. I don't know if you'll believe me, but that's the true. You light my world when everything is dark, you save me from the dark baby"