You're mine

Chapter 3: My first everything

Leah's POV

After school, Cam walked me home. She stayed over at my house again. I actually never slept alone, Cam always slept with me in my house or I slept with her in her house. It's been amazing so far.

We arrived at my house, no one was there since it was a weekday. My parents work for some business company, they're never home during the week, they only get home during the weekends... So right now, having Cam sleeping over, is amazing. At least I won't be alone...

"Don't you ever miss them?"

I looked at her. "Who?"

"Your parents. They're gone whole weeks, don't you ever miss them?"

I turned back towards the fridge, getting water and some food. "Yeah, but I'm used to it now." I said and put some left overs in the oven.

Cam held me from behind, putting her head onto my shoulder. "So, babe, what're we having?"

I turned my head a little to look at her. "Just some spaghetti."

"Yummy!" Cam said and licked her lips. "I can't wait to taste that." she said and suddenly kissed below my ear. "I can't wait to taste you either." she whispered.

I blushed immediately and pushed her of me. "Stop it, Cam." I said and turned back around, focusing on the oven.

Of course Cam came back and held me again. "What's wrong, babe? Why are you always pushing me away when I try to get closer to you?"

I sighed and looked down. "I just don't want that yet."

"What?"

"You getting closer to me."

Cam smirked. "You mean, us having sex?"

I blushed hard again but nodded. "Yeah, I don't want that yet."

"Why not? We've been together for two years now, babe." she said, kissing below my ear but quickly leaving a trail of kisses to my neck. "We have to experience that eventually." she said, her hands feeling me everywhere.

I pushed her away again. "Yeah, eventually." I said and looked back at the oven, and just then, our food was ready. "Let's eat."

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It annoys me a lot. Cam talked a lot about sex before, she told me she was ready and wanted us to be each other's first. But I was scared, I've heard it hurt. I don't want to get hurt. I don't even know if I really want her to be my first, what if I want to wait until I get married? If I'm marrying her, that's fine, then she'll be my first. But if not, then my future wife will be my first.

It was frustrating, because I also wanted to just get it over with. I know I loved Cam, I know Cam loved me too. Why not just go for it? Why couldn't I just get over it?

After dinner, we watched a movie together, an adventure/action movie. We don't always watch romantic movies, but if we do, we usually end up making out... And today, that's the last thing I wanted.

When it was about 10 pm, we decided to get upstairs and get some sleep. It was a school night after all.

Cam got in bed while I went to the bathroom one last time. When I returned I was shocked to see Cam laying in the position she was. She was wrapped in the sheets, but clearly naked. And she was looking at me with those eyes, clouded with lust.

"Cam, t-this isn't funny."

She sat up a little. "Babe, calm down, I just want you to relax and get used to us being naked around each other."