You're mine

Chapter 23: I hate weekends

Leah's POV

So Cam and me were working together on this project... Amazing!  Note the sarcasm there. I really don't want to be alone with her. Cam's amazing and a great best friend, but she's so annoying when she tries to flirt with me. And then I haven't talked about her following me everywhere I go...

It was lunch now, and like always, I went to the library to go online. I logged in on Wattpad and checked on my book 'My journey to love'. It was doing well, better than I expected...  I had changed my idea of writing about myself, instead I inserted some drama and made it a fictional book.

I was also publishing another book 'Challenge accepted!', which was based of me and T and what I wanted in our lives. Well except the one night stand... But I wanted kids with T, wanted to live together, getting married...  I can't wait for that time, no more hiding!

What bothers me is that I can't talk to anyone about me and T, only with T. Sure she's amazing, but I just need someone, a friend to talk to... I hope one day I'll have that... At least it helps to write about our love.

While I was checking up, I couldn't shake this feeling of starting a new book. I had this idea in my mind for a pretty long time now. I thought about making a kinda scary book. And what was the most scary thing to me... darkness. I thought about writing about a girl who got followed into the darkness. This girl would represent my fear of it. And the dark figure would be Cam, since she's always nearby.

Speaking of Cam, I already saw her a few bookshelves away from me. She was following me again, probably wondering what I was doing here.

I logged out and decided to write about the idea tonight, when T would watch TV.

I walked to Cam, who by now pretended to search for a book. She really doesn't realize how bad she is at hiding.

"So... What are you doing here?" I asked her, watching her closely.

She looked me straight in the eyes. "Just looking for a book, what else would I be doing in a library?"

I raised my eyebrows. "I don't know, it just seems you like to follow me, don't you?"

She rolled her eyes. "Not everything is about you, my love." she said to which I rolled my eyes. "I do love you, but I also need to work on our French project."

I groaned at the thought of that project. "Why did you even choose me? So many other girls wanted to work with you. You could've met some new people."

She looked at me and shook her head. "Nope, not going to happen." she said and caressed my face. "You're my one true love, Leah." she said and looked me deep in the eyes.

I gulped, she sounded so honest... "Anyway," I said and pulled her hands away. "Let's search these books."

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School went by fast, faster than usual, unfortunately. I really didn't want the weekend to start. I had to go back to my parents' house. I'm not even seeing it as my house, because in my heart and mind, I live with T, in our home.

As if going to my parents' house wasn't bad enough, Cam wanted to meet up during the weekend for the project. She was going to come over on Saturday... I just hope my parents are going to be normal and not push her on me. They're literally waiting for me to get back with Cam... They never thought about me not wanting to get back with her.

"Hey baby." T said as I entered her car at our usual spot. "How was your day?" she asked as I put my backpack in the backseat next to her bag and fastened my seat belt.

"It was fine." I said and sighed.

She started driving and took my hand in hers. "What's wrong?"

"You know what's wrong." I said and looked at her. "I don't want to leave you, it doesn't feel right in my heart."

She smiled and glanced at me. "I love you."

"I love you too." I said and smiled.

"You know, we could always tell your parents..."

My eyes widened when she said that. "What?! Are you crazy?! My parents will freak out and you'll go to jail and I'll lose you, and I don't want to lose you!"

By now T had parked her car in our garage, turned towards me and caressed my face. "Hey, hey." she said soft, shushing me. "It's alright, it was just an idea."

"I'm not going to risk losing you, I can't live without you, baby."

She smiled at me and pulled me closer, kissing me soft. "You're never going to lose me. I promise."

We got out of the car and headed to the living room. We both put down our bags and got upstairs to our room, to change in pajamas. We always did that when we got home, to feel comfortable.

T started preparing dinner while I sat at the dinner table, making my homework.  T would sometimes come over, checking up on me. If I had a question, she could easily help me, which came in handy.

She sometimes tried new things for dinner and let me taste it, so she'd knew if I liked it or not. Today was not the case though.

When I was done with homework, I put it away in my backpack and went to the kitchen. There I saw T cooking for me. I smiled and walked up to her, holding her from behind.

She immediately switched places so she was holding me. She always liked being the one in charge. I don't know why exactly.

"It smells amazing, baby." I said, referring to our dinner.

"Thanks, I made it with love." she said and kissed my neck, obviously trying to mark me again. It's something she always did whenever she got a change. I think it's because she can't hold my hand in public, she wants to let people know I'm claimed...

We brought everything to the dinner table and had dinner together.