HTTYD Runaways

AM I THE MONSTER

TWO HOURS LATER:

ASTRID POV:

It's been two hours since Hiccup told us what to do. Some of us has gone to rest and sleep because it's night. I am also about to go and meet Zephyr. When we came home she didn't come. I asked Elise and she said She slept early. As much I want to play with her but I think it's time for her sleep. I will meet her tomorrow. Then I saw Valka and Atali as they are helping me to get the Dragons for sleep inside the Stables. Then I looked at their faces as they look tired as well as I am. Then I sighed and said "Is that everyone..." then Valka said "Yes..." then Atali said "I hope it will be over soon..." then I sighed and said "I wish for the same..... so get rest we have lot of work tomorrow" as they nodded and left. After the few minutes later we are inside the castle as every guard is bowing to us. Then Valka said "Okay, I am going to my room. Good Night..." then Atali said "Me too. Good Night Astrid..." as I said "Good Night..." as they left to their rooms with their Dragons as I sighed and walked towards the room with Luna. After the few minutes later as I reached the room and opened it. I saw Hiccup sitting at the Edge of the bed as Toothless is cooing to him. Then as he saw me I looked at his face he is thinking a lot about something and he is sad then he said "Astrid...." as I got stung in my heart when he said my name because he looks hurt and then as I sat at the Edge of bed with him as for Luna she is sat with Toothless comforting him. I asked "Hiccup what happened... why are you sad..." then he sighed and said "I killed Carlos..." which made me shocked and worried for him as he continued "....Am I became the devil. A monster who kill without any thought." that got me shocked again then I hugged him as hard as I can. I asked "What happened...." as I break then he sighed and started saying what happened at the Dungeons as what Carlos said about him and what he said about me. That got me worried for him then I hugged him again and said "You are not a devil Hiccup. It's them that they should be worried. I know you are a little overprotective of me and Zephyr.... that doesn't comply what crimes that he have done. Hiccup I love you. You are the man I choose my life with and the one and only man who will be staying with me at my end of days. Only you can touch me so don't let that bastard tell you what you can do or not...okay..." as he nodded and he started caressing my cheek as Toothless and Luna gone to rest at their cave as he hugged me harder as I hugged him and then he kissed my neck as I moaned a little as we break he looked into my eyes and kissed me hard which I returned quickly.... then after the few minutes of kissing we break as we started huffing. Then he gently took out my shoulder pads and my Armour as I let him while seeing each other eyes carefully as I am just in a shirt then he got up which got me shocked as he put the Armour and the pads on the wall then I got up and hugged him from behind and put my head on his back so he can feel that I am with him and I said "Hiccup...." as he hummed and then I carefully took his pads and Armour off from behind as well and walked towards the wall and hanged it there as he is also in a shirt. Then he said "Astrid, Are you sure about this. I would kill anyone who dared to touch you in a wrong way. As I am holding myself back or is it just an obsession from me for you...." then I sighed and said "If that's an obsession then I will gladly say 'yes'...." As he looked at me shocked as I continued "...You love me enough that you traded places with me when Drago captured me.... and when I saw you when you were rescued.... I got scared because at that time I can't do anything and only see you in pain...." then as he looked at me with concern and then I grabbed his hand and put it on my cheek. As he caressed it then I hugged him again as he felt comfort when he hugged me tightly. When we break I took his shirt off as I saw his bare chest which always gives me butterflies in stomach then I slowly turned him around and saw his back. The wounds may have gone and the scars may have diminished as I touch is back and trace every visible and small scar and I said "I always got sad when I saw these scars. They always gave me bad memories of you in a coma for weeks even your leg gave me those bad memories about how much you have suffered...." as I looked at his leg then I hugged him from behind again as he didn't move. Then as I break apart from him and walked towards the window to see the Night sky with stars shining above and a full moon and I sighed and felt the breeze coming from the window. Then I heard the footsteps when Hiccup came behind me and hugged me in which he kissed my neck and I said "So Hiccup, if you are obsessed with me then I am also obsessed with you....I will do anything to protect you and Zephyr. I will not standby and watch you taken away from me anymore....So you are not a devil Hiccup not even a monster..... you are my husband and my love and the only one who have control over me..." as I turned around and kissed him hard which he returned then he picked me up in bridal style and walked towards our bed then he gently put me down and intertwined both my hands and pressed them onto the bed then he started kissing my exposed neck again as I feel his touch and gulped and said "Hiccup..." as he stopped and looked into my eyes and I continued "....if this is your obsession of me then do whatever you want with me tonight and don't hold back...." as he got shocked and gritted his teeth then he kissed me harder as I am nervous about what he is gonna do to me tonight. As for then that one night became something for me and Hiccup both. It became a bond that grew even more. Even though we loved each other for years.