Hatred is the honey in my veins,
The organs devour my contempt for you
One look at you,
My hands crave to frame your neck
Oh, taunting matador,
There's no need to goad me
These horns pray for your downfall
This hatred makes me live,
But its intensity chokes the reason out of me
Each time our ends meet
A fleeting brush of our fingertips,
And ergo, devilish dreams dance beneath this countenance
I hate you so,
But I crave you more
Do I hate you,
Or, do I hate that your beauty isn't mine yet?
That your intellect isn't spent over verses for my attributes?
I hate you more
Every time you smile at me,
Feigning ignorance of these desires I harbor for you
So loathsome is your devious trickery,
As your hands reclaim their place,
At my waist
So innocent, so familiar,
So forgiving,
Flooding with clemency for my failings
These red fingernails dig deeper,
Cling onto you longer,
They grieve the ephemerality of each touch,
The contemptuous craving is hardly doused,
Even when the bodies couldn't be more close
Ah, the moans of pleasure,
This resentment relishes your cries of contentment
Transient as they are,
Longing pools in the eyes
Its drops quenching your ache's thirst
As each clandestine meeting comes to a halt
Why do you deny this hatred?
This hatred that brings us closer
Each passing day
This hatred that gives meaning to each sunrise,
This passionate fury that is uncloaked
Under the veil of every nightfall,
As the darkness houses its secrecy,
And it can come undone,
To devour the flames.

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A budding writer's collection
PoetryJust a bunch of poems written as and when I feel to write them