CHAPTER 45: 𓆩♡𓆪

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Diary entry #10
February 1, 2007.

I touched a piano today. I had been with Feely, at his house. Sometimes we do homework together and I leave when it's time. Recently, I haven't been doing that. The last time I went to his house to study was before all of the Siren stuff.

(And, yes, I have decided on that being her code name in my diary. She's too beautiful to be called as toxic as a Viper, so therefore she is a Siren. A really entrancing one.)

Back to the piano. Yes. I hadn't played piano in.. years, I would say. When I sat on that comfy stool and saw the keys infront of me, I almost didn't know what to do. I forgot how to play the instrument. How bizarre - How we can forget how to do something after years of learning it. Like long division...

I reached my hands out to the foreign keys and did a really shitty warm up. Well, it wasn't that shitty. I just pressed A sharp and was surprised when the note sang harshly into the air. Feely even winced softly, then went back to tuning his guitar.

Then, my mind seemed to go into a haze. I warmed up. I did a true warm up. I did my favorite scales - C major and E major. Feely gave me a soft smile after my warm up. A casual smile. It made me feel better than any other too-wide smile that has been flashed my way.

We ended up playing music together. No singing. I just followed his lead. A strum earned a note or two from me. So on and so forth.

It sounds like we did something really intimate as I write it on paper. I swear it wasn't like that. Feely has his own life. We just share a love for music.

I don't want to imagine being with him. He is still a good guy, just not my girl.

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