MOTHER
Liam and Lydia stared at each other for a long moment.
Until Delia, angrily, banged on the glass from outside and shouted -SAY SOMETHING ALREADY- which startled them both.
Finally, Liam says –Hello- and Lydia responds with a curt –Hello-
After taking a breath, Liam begins in earnest -It's not that I don't want to say goodbye to Grandpa, really...- Lydia comments -I know...-
He continues -I'm really busy...- She replies -I can tell...-
Liam asks -So why are you coming?- Lydia responds -Is it a crime to want to see my son?- She's also clearly annoyed.
He says -I really have a lot to do today...- and she says -Yeah, that's obvious...- brushing over a poorly concealed mark on his neck.
Liam asks, annoyed -Ahhh, so you came all the way here to go "there"?- Lydia replies in the same tone -No, we're not going "there"... Believe me, the last thing I need right now is to go "there"-
They stared at each other again, until finally Lydia, fearing that Delia would interrupt again, said -Look, now that your grandfather... is gone- letting her eyes express pain for a moment, and then she continued -I realize how ungrateful I was... and not just to him-
She looks at his face and continues -I moved to live with my aunt and never came back. If I was lucky, I called him once a month, and every time he called, it always ended in the same old argument-
She remained silent for a little longer, somewhat lost in her own thoughts, and finally continued -... maybe it's hypocritical of me to pretend it's any different for us... but I just don't want you to attend a stranger's funeral in 20 years-
Liam says -Mom, don't talk like that, please. You're going to live a thousand years, I'm sure of it...- finally looking her in the eyes.
She smiles sadly and answers -Now I can't stop thinking about everything I never told him, all the calls I thought about making, all the vacations I swore we'd visit them, I even thought about going with them and not to California... now it's too late- with a very marked sadness.
Her son looks at her sadly and answers -Mom, I'll try to call more, I promise, really...- but his mother stops him and says -No, calm down... I know what this is like, this is how it should be, you'll be out of here soon too...-
Which provoked a nervous look from her son, which she preferred not to comment on, and she continued -...and you'll find your own way... just... the next time I call you, try not to make it your priority to hang up as soon as possible-
He looks at her and sadly nods, saying -Fine...- but she continues -And if you need help, never hesitate to ask, please, whenever and with whatever...-
Liam nods and is about to say more, but Lydia continues -I had them living like dogs in that disgusting pigsty, just out of pride for not asking my father for help and...-
His son clarifies -Well, that's not how I remember it, but...- and then Lydia sighs and says, -And as for your other... "activities"?-
Liam angrily complains -Mom...- in an annoyed tone, but Lydia continues -I'm not saying you shouldn't do it, I'm just saying please be careful, because you never know... I was young too, you can't imagine the things that...-
Dan says uncomfortably -Look, Mrs... I don't think this is a topic for...- but she continues -It's like riding a bike... I know you can do it on your own, I know you know the road well, and I know it's absurd for me to ride next to you, but you can break your neck in a fall, and anything can appear, a pothole, or a rock, or a half-rotten dead dog with all its guts...-
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It works for them... why not?
FanfictionSometimes it is very difficult, if not impossible, to leave the past behind, especially when the past keeps looking for you, again, and again... and again. Work based on the series "The Party Watches" by Squirrel_Tail22 on AO3
