Hi, my cute little readers I enjoy calling twinkle twinkie twinks because I'm weird.
I have some stuff to get out off my mind & I hope you'll listen.
The picture I took above is of the Deception Pass bridge in Washington State, which is where I personally live. It's honestly so pretty & I love it here, even though I hate all at the same time, haha.
So. Here it goes.
I'm taking a break from this story & Skipping Heart Beats for a little while for multiple reasons.
1) My reads, votes, & comments have dropped significantly over the past few days/weeks & I'm not sure why.
2) I have a lot of Summer homework to complete before I go back to school in about 17 days.
3) I REALLY want to complete a One-Shot soon, so that you guys can give me feedback on if I should do more in the future.
4) I'm growing more & more uncomfortable & unconfident with my writing. It's getting pretty bad. I also feel you're all starting to realize just how shitty my writing is as well.
5) I'm starting to get really depressed again & I'm getting really fucking scared of myself. Idk what is going on with me, but all the time around Autumn every single year, I get really depressed, especially around back to school season & have lots of suicidal thoughts & lose motivation & have trouble being social. So. I really apologize. I just feel like a piece of shit & I hate myself.
6) As I said, I'm going back to school, so my updating schedule will probably become less frequent & more random. But I'm still going to try my hardest, okay?
Sorry to be such a Debby Downer & I hope you know I love all of you, whether I give up writing maybe or not.
I want to say thank you for all that you've done for me up until now. It's a debt I will never be able to repay.
Until I come back, keep up with me on social media, I'll still as active as I can with you all.
Twitter: WildheartSivan
Instagram: WildheartSivan
Snapchat: IHeartBTR4Ever
Tumblr: Perfectisyourmiddlename
Bye, twinkle twinkie twinks. I will always love each & every one of you. ♡
-Mariah.
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