I've been sitting in my car for a solid ten minutes, my bottom lip between my teeth and a small smile tracing along my face. I can see the lights are on and through the window I can see a few people, Kylie, Devin, Balz and Ryan. I know the others are somewhere else throughout the house as well.
finally I gather up enough courage to turn off my car and get out. I smooth down my hair and shirt quickly as I go up the driveway to the door, knocking on the wood and then waiting patiently.
The one person to open the door was none other than Ricky. I smile at him, a light blush on my cheeks.
"Y/N! Glad you could make it. Come on in!" Ricky says in an exaggerated tone of voice, making me giggle.
"Why thank you, kind sir." I reply back in my best attempt at a posh English accent, stepping into the house.
Immediately I can spot everyone else, all sitting in the living room with some sort of drink in hand and snacks on the table in the middle.
"Finally she's here!" Chris cries out in a mock exasperation, a grin on his face.
I simply shrug my shoulders, taking a seat on a pile of blankets as all the chairs are taken. Ricky goes to sit on the empty space on the couch, but Balz scoots over in the way. Ricky then goes to sit in a different spot, and again someone takes it before he can sit down. I can't help but laugh to myself at the situation. Chris gives Ricky a pointed look, an amused grin on his face, and then Ricky sits by me on the floor. I swear, I could see a faint blush on his cheeks as well.
It starts to rain right then, but it's only a light drizzle so far. Throughout the night, Chris, Ryan, Balz and Devin kept making comments towards Ricky, doing weird hand motions and giving him looks but I oblivious to the glances being thrown my way as well with the smirks on everyone's faces. Even Kylie and Ryan were giggling to themselves, whispering unknowns.
Suddenly lighting flashes and thunder books through the night, the lights flickering for a second before returning back to normal.
"Well we are going to leave before the storm gets any worse." Balz says, him and Ryan getting up from their spots on the couch.
"We're gonna hit the road as well." Devin says, him and Kylie following them out the door. I look around, seeing as it's only Ricky, Chris and I left. Ryan must have left without saying anything.
"I might as well leave too. Don't get too crazy when we're gone." Chris teases, but I don't know what he's getting at.
"What do you-" I start to say, but he interrupts me as he opens the door. "Bye!" And then he's gone.
"Since everyone is leaving, I guess that's my cue to go as well then." I say, a bit reluctant though. I didn't want to leave, I kind of wanted to be alone with Ricky.
"Um, actually why don't you just stay here tonight?" Ricky says, but I can see a faint blush on his cheeks. "So you don't have to drive through the storm, of course." He stammers out the last bit.
I smile lightly, nodding my head with my own blush on my cheeks. "Sure, of course. Could we maybe watch a movie then?"
"of course. If you want, I think I have a pair of clean clothes in my room you can borrow for tonight. If, you know, want something else to wear." Ricky again stammers out.
I smile gratefully. "I think I'll take you up on that offer. Thank you."
I didn't see it, but as I'm walking down the hall to go change, Ricky is grinning ear to ear, muttering something under his breath but I couldn't make out what he was saying.
I get to his room, sliding off my jeans and trading them out for a pair of his sweatpants I find sitting on his bed. They hang low on my hips, but I don't mind. I leave my hoodie on, but take off my t-shirt so I have a tank top on underneath. I also take my hair out of its bun I managed to throw up in last minute, having my hair fall past my shoulders slightly messy.
Satisfied with my comfort level, I walk back out to the living room, seeing Ricky already put the movie in and was sitting on the couch waiting for me.
He smiles at my appearance, and we don't say anything as I take a seat next to him on the couch. I sat closer than necessary, but I knew neither of us would complain. The movie starts to play and I notice it's a horror film, one of my favourites but it still can scare me no matter how many times I've watched it.
The lights are dimmed, and the storm is raging about outside. A scary part comes on, and just as someone is about to be killed, thunder shakes the entire house and the lights flicker once again, causing me to jump closer to Ricky. I didn't know he was resting his arm over the back of the couch, so when I jumped closer to him I guess I startled him a bit and he dropped his arm over my shoulders. I saw him blush slightly, and I'm sure I was as well, but before he could move again, I took a risk and cuddled closer to him, wrapping my arms around my own body and resting my head on his shoulder. I could almost hear his heart pounding, and of moving, he holds me closer to him, keeping one arm around my shoulders and hand holding my own.
"I like this.." I mutter out loud, unintentionally. I knew he heard me, and it only causes my blush to grow.
"Me too. I've...I've actually been meaning to tell you something." Ricky says, and I can sense his nervousness in his tone.
"What is it?" I ask, although I could already kind of tell what he was getting at.
He's silent for a moment then, as if trying to figure out what to say. And when he does start to talk again, I can't help but smile to myself.
"I want to be able to hold your hand, laugh at your jokes, walk by your side, cuddle on the couch, look into your eyes, talk about whatever and kiss you whenever I want. Every day. Meeting you was fate, being your friend was choice, but...But falling in love with you was completely beyond my control, but I wouldn't change it for the world."
I didn't look up at him as I talk next, knowing if I looked into those beautiful blue eyes of his, I'd completely forget what I would say.
"Before I met you, I never knew what it would be like to smile for no reason. When I'm with you, I'm happy. When we hug it's like I don't ever want to let go, and when you make me smile it seems to being out the sunshine in me. When I see you and our eyes meet, it's like something I've never felt before."
It is only when I look up at Ricky, a shy smile on my lips, but when I see him my smile grows and so does his.
We don't say anything to let each other know we love them. Because that shows in the words we say and the actions we do. I know we've handed each other our hearts in our words, and I vow not to break his as I know he won't break mine.
Because our love is more than words. It is the silent nights with the rain drizzling on the window pane. It is quiet mornings, a coffee in our hands and his arms around my waist. It is rough nights, where I hold him and reassure him everything is alright because I know he'd do the same to me.
It is a love that doesn't need to be proved, because we already know.
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