-Chapter 55-

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a/n:

If one of you even dares to leave a let it go comment I freaking swear. I'm going to scream.

Have a good morning, noon, and night.

Deuces! <3

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[cry's pov]

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Warmth... I feel okay.

I never want to move again. Right here is the only place I feel content.

It's amazing here, even if I don't know where here is. Nothing like what it was like a little bit ago. I love it here, something about it makes me feel so at home that I never want to leave.

"Hello." My whole body flinches and my eyes fly open. A man sits in front of me. He has medium blue eyes, eyes that are a mix of both Felix and I's. What weirds me out a little is that his hair is green. Why would a strange man with green hair be sitting here in this...

...This?

This nothingness. There's absolutely nothing around me. Everything is warm here, but the land surrounding seems ice cold. There's something contradicting about it. Even though I'm warm and content, something is telling me that I'm not warm and I'm not content.

Everything that surrounds me is pitch black and water drips from wherever the top of this place is. Droplets splatter on the ground in front of me.

There is no light whatsoever here, only darkness and the constant drip, drip, drip sound. I can't see where it ends. The only thing that seems to radiate light is the man sitting there. He smiles at me and the light shines even brighter than before. This man radiates balance and it's really, really strange to me.

It makes him seem untouchable. A lot like the vibe I get off of Felix at times; something so strangely balanced even though I know he's not. Sometimes Felix's self-control scares me because he doesn't have any, yet, he always has kept unwanted emotions in check. The only time I've ever seen him really upset is in very extreme situations.

"Ah... hi there, I guess." I sit cross-leg and stare at him.

"My name is Jack." He has an Irish accent, which somehow fills the whole empty space. I scratch the back of my neck awkwardly and clear my throat. Having this conversation is already a bit weird and I don't understand where I am or what's going on.

The last image I have before the feeling of warmth was cold, though. That's a lot of what I remember.

"Where am I? Do you know? Can you help me, do you think? I don't know where I'm supposed to be anymore." Something inside me snaps. Not meaning to a rush of emotions overflow me. A realization dawns on me: something happened before I was here.

Something very, very bad.

Something that was my fault.

"I don't really know what to do anymore, and um, I'd really appreciate it if-" my voice catches and breaks. He just sits there, staring at me with a sad smile. His eyes, again, remind me of Felix's in a scary way. The way that's too similar. He's giving me the look that Felix does when he's disappointed in me.

"It's going to be okay, Cry. You're going to be okay." Jack tries to look me straight in the eye, but I immediately look away.

"I just want someone to tell me what to do!" I bury my head in my hands and rock myself back and forth. "I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so lost. Can you please... please tell me what I should do? Because the only option right now is... it seems like..."

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