Month: June Day:12 Year: 2090
Time: 12:47
Dear Prison Diary,
In a moment the two guards had their hands around my arms, trying to pull me out of the cell.
They were holding onto me digging their nails into my skin. I winced and started struggling against their intense grip.
"Let go of me Bastards!" I growled through my clenched teeth. This seemed to have made them angrier because the bigger one of them threw his arms under mine holding my upper half. The other one yanked up my legs so I was now suspended in the air with them holding me not attempting to let me go.
At that moment while I was struggling my eyes wandered to Violet as I hadn't heard one thing from her. When the guards grabbed me I remember feeling my hand being pulled from hers. She tried to grab it again but pulled her hand away.
I was staring right at her begging her to help me but to my utter disappointment, she stood there in the corner of the cell with her head lowered down staring at the floor. She didn't look up at me or pay any attention to me. She only stood there silently clenching her fists tightly and saying something under her breath while staring at the floor.
My eyes widened and I let out a sound from my throat that was the combination of a cough and a wince. While I wiggled around in the two guard's iron grip I stared after Violet hoping that she would look at my eyes and see my desperation for her help.
But she didn't.
"Violet help me! Please I need your help!"I screamed at her as loud as I could but she pretended as if she could not hear me. Her eyes would not meet mine because they were planted to the ground.
I erupted with anger. I could literally feel the anger surge throughout my body. I immediately aggressively started thrashing causing the two guards to struggle to hold me up. My eyes stared daggers at Violet as tears started to prick at them.
I felt anger inside me also mixed with disappointment, sadness, and even betrayal. 'Why was she doing this?' I though.
"You lying Bitch!!" I heard myself scream while tears started to fall from my eyes. "You said that you cared about Layna and you know she cares about me!! How's she going to feel when she knows that you just let them take me?!" My voice was starting to crack and I could feel my throat burning raw as I screamed.
Before that day, I would have never screamed at Violet like that. I wouldn't have had the guts to. At that moment, I didn't care. I didn't care if I made her angry, I didn't care if I was out of line because she deserved it. She deserved every word of hate that I shouted at her.
That must have been how Layna felt towards me.
I was not sure if I was crying because the guards were taking me away or for the mere fact that Violet did absolutely nothing to stop them. All I knew was that I was angry and crying.
Violet's body tensed up when she heard me say that and I could've sworn that she said something but it was probably just my imagination.
As the guards pulled me away out of the cell without any word or protest from Violet realization finally hit me.
'Violet really doesn't care about me at all.' I said in my head.
My face was covered with hot tears as I finally stopped struggling. Now having an easier time carrying me the guards took me far away from my cell and far away from her.
'Why Violet?'
'What did I do?'
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