Prison Diary

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Month: June Day:17 Year: 2090

Time: 7:35

Dear Prison Diary,

Sometimes you wonder what's going on in someone else's head and as I layed there in the top bunk I wondered like there was no tomorrow.

I still couldn't get over the fact that Violet asked me a personal question....

A personal question!!

Meaning she was interested in my personal life!!

Then when she said she wished she had a mom like mine I was stunned.

Completly and utterly stunned.

I didn't know exactly what to say. All I could think was "what would a person say in this situation" and stupid me settled for the heaven thing.

I thought she would scoff and say how stupid that was and then give me the cold shoulder but instead she surprised me...

She agreed with me.

That's when I realized...

Violet wanted everything I had!

First my sister and now my mother, good god she wanted to steal my whole life!!

Sooner or later I came to my senses and realized that I was being stupid and there was much more to her comment than I was letting on.

I knew from the first day I met her that she didn't want me to pity her at all.

She literally told me my first day there.

"Don't be, I don't need your pity."

Her famous words.

I tried not to pity her, I really did but I just couldn't.

She went through so much in her life.

It was like her whole life was a battle and she was still left with the scars.

Scars that I, strangely, wanted to heal.

I wanted to heal every single one of her scars. I didn't know why. I just felt the strong urge to help her in every way that I could.

Funny how just hours before I was pointing out that there was nothing I could do to help her.

That she was all on her own...

At that moment I made the decision that Violet would not be on her own anymore. I was going to stick by her until the day we would finally leave from prison.

I know what youre probably wondering.

"What the hell Avalon? She doesn't give a fuck about you that's why she let those guards take you away! Why are you sticking by her??"

Well, brutally honest readers, I didn't exactly know why I wanted to stick by the girl that scared me, confused me, and frustrated me. I had no idea why I wanted to heal all her wounds. I just knew what I knew.

Before I tried to save Violet I knew I had to get her out of that prison.

I had to get Violet out of there.

'If she stays here any longer alone....sooner or later she will be so lost in her thoughts and she will become more and more depressed. She wont want to live.' I thought in my head.

'Does Violet even want to live?' I pondered this complicated question and sat up. I leaned down over my bed and peaked down at Violet.

She was laying there, her limbs sprawled across the bed and her nose emitting loud obnoxious snores.