Will you still love me even if I'm a man?

Chapter 28: I do feel painful for your hurt!

Author: Angelina
Translator阿C /Kornkong international FC

Before MaiDing can wait for AnZiyan's appearance, BaiXiaosi comes.

BaiXiaosi shouts out MaiDing's name loudly downstairs in his dormitory. MaiDing looks down and finds BaiXiaosi's smiling face.

They sat down in a café near campus.

'Maimai, I am here say goodbye. I have to go back to America to continue my study.' BaiXiaosi comes in sudden, but also leaves like wind.

'Why don't you come back to study at home?'

'I don't want others to control me. They are so wordy that I hate them.'

MaiDing thinks she's similar to AnZiyan at this point. But as soon as he thinks of AnZiyan, MaiDing becomes upset, stirring the coffee with spoon. 'Er, Xiaosi, do you know what happened to AnZiyan?'

BaiXiaosi stares blankly for a while and stop smiling. 'I guess that guy must hasn't told you.'

'You really know about it?'

'His grandfather got ill and is staying in the hospital. Now he is companying his grandpa in hospital. His parents are always busy so actually An are brought up by his grandpa.

'Why didn't he tell me after such accident? It's ironic that I know his thing from you.' Although MaiDing worries about AnZiyan's grandfather very much, the lover of AnZiyan is himself, who learns about his boyfriend's detail from others. 'Accoring to my experience from him, he doesn't want you to worry about him, so he didn't tell you.'

'But I may be more concerned in this way.'

'How can both of you have the same thought to one thing? AnZiyan is AnZiyan. You are you. Therefore, when it comes to a same thing, he doesn't want you to worry about him so he didn't tell you everything, while you don't want to be considered as a stranger. Both of you act out of your own standpoints and think of the other. So you can't blame him, right?'

BaiXiaosi's words let MaiDing cool down. What she said is reasonable. AnZiyan's grandpa becomes ill now, so it's not the time for being angry. MaiDing is not an unreasonable one. He himself has promised to stay beside AnZiyan, so he will behave himself well.

At least, now he has known about what happened to AnZiyan now. He feels much better than not knowing anything.

BaiXiaosi glances at the watch and stands up. 'It's time to leave.' After taking two steps, she turns around and smiles to MaiDing. 'MaiMai, I give AnZiyan to you, so you need to try your best to love him, using all your strength. Even if the whole world is against you, I, BaiXiaosi will bless you.' Having said all these, she waves her hand to MaiDing and leaves.

MaiDing stares at the direction where BaiXiaosi left, staying moved.

When MaiDing gets to the dormitory, LiMing hooks MaiDing's neck by hands. 'Hey bro, I make an appointment with some beautiful girls today, and we are going to have dinner tonight. Just come to fill the vacancy.'

MaiDing throws away LiMing's hands. 'I won't go.'

'Come on! We are bros. I know that you have lost interest of girls, so you won't rob their attention.'

'You are so wicked.'

'Every man for himself and the devil takes the hindmost. Come on. We haven't gone out for drinking for so long. You wait for AnZiyan like a sad wife every day. Why not find something to kill time?'

After being persuaded by LiMing for a long time, MaiDing finally agrees. It's a ridiculous party where boys and girls hugging with one another. Some girls come to toast to MaiDing when he's alone. MaiDing becomes drunken quickly. He looks out at the sky. It's late at night. He thinks of the night when AnZiyan carried him back home on the back that day. But what should he do now? He misses AnZiyan so much. How he wants to listen to An's voice, watch his bad smile and smell the fragrance from his clothes.