Will you still love me even if I'm a man?

Chapter 89: Let's never argue again

Original author: Angelina

Translator: Angela

Is it over? Is it really the end of these long-lasting feelings?

From then on, the two of them did not speak to each other. An Ziyan didn't go to school, leaving the seat next to Mai Ding empty, leaving Mai Ding's heart empty. Lu Wei went to see Mai Ding everyday, but Mai Ding was in a daze all day long, which made it difficult to even talk to him. However, Lu Wei wasn't in a rush. He patiently and gently waited beside Mai Ding. Time would allow his love to replace Mai Ding's pain.

To hurt these two people like this, does your conscience not feel dirty?

If you said it's over between us, is it really over? But what if I can't do it?

Mai Ding stayed at home and didn't dare to tell anyone about what happened. Every time he thought of An Ziyan's name, he wanted to cry.

"Mai Ding, you're so fucking shameless."

"Mai Ding, if you take another step, it's over between us."

An Ziyan's harmful words became Mai Ding's reoccurring nightmares. How many nights has he dreamt of An Ziyan? The sweet and loving emotions in his dream slowly faded and when he awoke, he found that tears had streamed down his face. Even when he had been quarreling with his parents, he never felt this tired. At that time, at least you were there with me, but now you're gone.

That day, when Mai Ding went out to help his mom buy things at the store, he bumped into An Ziyan. When he stood there, not knowing what to do, An Ziyan simply walked past him without giving him a single glance, as if he didn't recognize Mai Ding at all. Mai Ding's heart hurt so much that he had difficulty breathing.

I'd rather you punish me than ignore me.

Bai Xiaosi's phone call came a little late. By letting them suffer a bit, they would be able to realize how important their relationship was. She heard that An Ziyan locked himself in his room and played the piano all day long; he was like that whenever he was in a bad mood. She heard that Mai Ding's eyes were swollen and puffy every morning. She heard that a lot of people thought that they wouldn't be able to get past this fight, that there was a third party involved. However, from the start of their relationship until that moment, she knew that there was nothing that could ever separate those two. Reconciling was only a matter of time and she was there to speed up the process.

"Mai Ding."

"Xiaosi, you don't know, I..." When Mai Ding was just about to spill all of his sadness to Bai Xiaosi, Bai Xiaosi interrupted him: "Don't you think you've gone a little too far this time? Chengyi already told me all about it."

"Me? Go too far? It was he who yelled at me first, it was he who brought up wanting to break up. Xiaosi, are you standing on his side too?"

"Serves you right. You only remember the words he said when he scolded you or broke up with you. How come you don't think about why he scolded you? Did he bring up the break up or did you just assume it to be true?"

"It's it all because of Lu Wei? He's just a friend. Am I not allowed to even make a friend?"

"Idiot. Before we even talk about what kind of a lowly man Lu Wei is, when did An Ziyan ever stop you from making friends? What about Li Ming? What about Zhou Ge, Ellen, and me? The only people he's stopping are people who will hurt you. You kept saying that An Ziyan didn't believe that you and Lu Wei were in an innocent relationship, but what about you? When did you ever choose to believe in An Ziyan? Mai Ding, let me say it like this, not matter what An Ziyan says or does, I will always believe in him. That's because I love him. I love him like a family member, I love him like a friend. But you, your love for him isn't even greater than mine. If that's the case, then I never should have given him to you. I didn't give him to you for you to hurt him like this. When there's conflict between your kindness and your love, how are you going to choose?"