Will you still love me even if I'm a man?

Chapter 34: MaiDing's First Love

Author: Angelina

Translator: 阿C/Kornkong international FC

MaiDing is a man after all. Although his first kiss and sex experience have given to AnZiyan, he had a pure love experience during high school. At that time, his face turned red easily when he held hands with girl. Unlike now, only his body turns red after having sex. Time can change everyone into various shapes, and it also deprives one's simplicity, dream, passion and all that you regarded as treasures. After they have been taken, that means you have grown up.
If there's no XuZi's appearance, MaiDing might have forgotten his first love.
That day, MaiDing was waiting for bus to go back home. Suddenly someone calls his name, 'MaiDing? Are you MaiDing?'
MaiDing turns around confusedly and finds XuZi, who becomes much mature with curly hair and light make-up. However, MaiDing recognizes her easily.
'A Zi?'
'You are really MaiDing? I nearly think I made a mistake. Why are you here?'
'I study in the nearby college. What about you?' To be frank, MaiDing doesn't have other feelings except amazement when he sees XuZi. They were naïve not knowing anything but just had a try before. However, his heart is full of AnZiyan and there's no room for other stuff now.
'You are still studying? That's great! I don't go to school now, but work in the front company. I am here to buy something. I am going to go back home by bus.' XuZi is still smiling, but it's not that as before.
MaiDing doesn't know how to continue the conversation but smiles embarrassedly.
'You haven't changed. Oh! My bus is coming. I can't chat too long with you. Let's go out to continue chatting another time.' Saying that, XuZi takes out a card and passes it to MaiDing. After running onto the bus, she opens the window and shouts at MaiDing. 'You must get in touch with me later!' The bus runs away gradually. Looking at the direction where the bus goes, MaiDing feels that he's still straight before, but he become bent when he met AnZiyan.
It seems that AnZiyan is a master who turns others bent. The bent prince! It suddenly comes out from his mind. MaiDing can't help smiling. When he notices the coming bus, he put the card into bag and get on the bus.
When he gets home, he finds that AnZiyan has already arrived. Taking off the jacket, he talks to AnZiyan as if nothing has happened, 'I met my first girlfriend today.'
'Really?' AnZiyan acts as nothing has happened too.
'A Zi become so mature that I nearly can't recognize her.'
'A Zi? Then I am QiaoFeng.' (Both are the characters of JinYong's novel <TianLongBaBu>)
'You are so bad to make fun of other's name.'
AnZiyan shrugs indifferently and continues playing. MaiDing stretched his head behind, 'AnZiyan, would you mind my making appointment with my previous girlfriend?' In fact MaiDing just mentions randomly. Because AnZiyan was indifferent to his previous girlfriend when he entered the house just now, he was a bit dissatisfied. At least AnZiyan should pay more attention. One in love always hopes that his lover can care about him, which makes him happy.
'No.' AnZiyan says without expression. Nobody knows whether he really doesn't care about or not. Maybe only he himself knows the answer.
MaiDing pushes AnZiyan away, 'You are so boring. Be careful that I may fall in love with her again when I remind myself of that previous sweet period.'
'How can A Zi fall in love with ZhuangJuxian (another ugly character in <TianLongBaBu>)?'
'Why do you compare me with that ugly guy? Please don't criticize others secretly. I look down upon on you. If I am really a role in <TianLongBaBu>, I would be DuanYu (the handsome one).'
AnZiyan laughed coldly at him, which makes MaiDing angry, 'Why do you laugh? I hardly have the common topic with you.' MaiDing leaves to help Aunt Yuan cook angrily.
MaiDing never thinks that he could meet XuZi again, but that really happens. XuZi stands in the bus station where they met yesterday. She seems to be waiting for MaiDing, 'I know that I can come across with you here. Don't you miss our happy time before? Why don't you call me? I have been looking forward to you for a long time.'
'I was going to call you yesterday, but I was so busy that I forgot.' MaiDing says that out of manner.
'Were you inconvenient to call me for your girlfriend was beside?' She raises an exploratory topic. XuZi has not had a good target for a long time. Not long before, she went to a temple to pray for her marriage. As soon as she receives a good-luck divination, she meets MaiDing. She thinks it must be god's arrangement. But she doesn't know that God has arranged MaiDing for another one.
MaiDing doesn't know how to reply. Actually he isn't afraid that others know about his love, but he thinks that the less people know, the better he will be. It's bitter that his love can't be shared, but it's much bitterer that his love would be criticized by people around.
'I don't have girlfriend.' MaiDing gives a vague answer. However, it gives XuZi a hope.
Looking over the distance, MaiDing was a bit anxious why the bus isn't still coming.
'XiaoDing, do you still remember the day we spent together before? At that time, school didn't allow us to fall in love. Every time we walked in the school garden, we were scared and worried to be discovered. Teachers always went around with their flashlights.' XuZi reminds the old days and can't help smiling.
'Yes. Yes.' MaiDing just pays lip service.
However, the bus today seems to be against him for it hasn't come for a long time. At this moment, a pretty familiar car drives along and stops beside the road. AnZiyan opens the car window and leans his head to MaiDing, 'Get on the car.'
AnZiyan comes so suddenly that MaiDing feels surprised, 'Why do you come?'
This guy is so handsome, which is XuZi's first impression of AnZiyan. 'MaiDing, he is?'
Well, how should MaiDing introduce AnZiyan?
'He's...er... well, we live together.' MaiDing speaks vaguely hoping that XuZi can accept easier.
'He's your roommate.' XuZi changes her thought. Maybe what the divination means is not MaiDing, but this handsome guy in front of her.
Waiting them chatting, AnZiyan becomes impatient, 'Hurry up!'
'My apartment is not far away from here. Can you pick me up?' XuZi doesn't get any respond. When she is going to open the car door to sit on the passenger seat, AnZiyan locks the door. Watching MaiDing chatting happily with this girl, he guesses that she's the so-called 'first love'. He looks at XuZi coldly, 'I am not here to pick you up.'
His words surprise two people. MaiDing feels amazed for AnZiyan's impolite act. XuZi gets surprised since AnZiyan is so cold from his eyes.
Now, there's full of the atmosphere of embarrassment. XuZi retracts her hand, not knowing what to do.
'A Zi, this guy just has bad characters at school to everyone. Please don't get angry.' MaiDing wants to ease the situation.
'So...so it is.' He's so handsome. How can this kind of person get interest of her? XuZi feels a bit frustrated. Maybe the divination really refers to MaiDing.
When XiZi is drown in her thought, MaiDing says, 'I have to go back home now. Bye!'
AnZiyan opens the door. After MaiDing gets on the car, XuZi stops her thinking, 'Let's meet again when free.'
'Okay!' As soon as MaiDing utters, AnZiyan drags MaiDing's collar to let him get close in front of him. AnZiyan stretches his tongue into MaiDing's mouth aggressively. MaiDing can't think anything after the kiss. But AnZiyan glances at XuZi, 'Understand?' After saying that, he drives away letting XuZi stand there blankly.
MaiDing becomes clear in mind for a while. He doesn't scold or shout, but can't help laughing more and more sweetly. 'AnZiyan, didn't you say that you never care? You are obviously jealous.'
'You regard yourself too important.'
Though AnZiyan denies, MaiDing thinks no one can beat AnZiyan in his world even his first love!
My AnZiyan, I love you so much. What should I do?

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