We meet again

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Carlie          P.O.V

"Hey guy how y'all doing today?"  I asked the crowed.  Screams filled the arena

I looked threw all the crowd and one person stood out.

Samuel pepper.   My ex best friend.  My bully.  My kidnapper.   My parents murderer.  Everyone's worst nightmare. 

Tears slip out of my eye.  I could stop looking at him.  He looks much different same scary grin though. 

I began to sang my favorite song of ours. 

"Started out at school
Always saying she wasn't good enough
Rumors spread stories told
That she somehow heard of
Then the social net life came
And it got so much better
Telling her to just give up
So she cut the chatter
How do you feel now she's gone
And her family is torn
How do you feel now she watching you live on
How do you feel and now she gone
And what your words have done
You can try
Your can cry
You can plead
But your not innocent
Started out with a razor
When she was shaving her legs
Than it got to the knife when
She wasn't with her parent
Always wearing jumpers and bangles
It got to suicide attempt
And then they pushed her to far
That she walked over the edge
How do you feel now she's gone
And her family is torn
How do you fell now
She's watching you live on
How do you feel now she's gonna
And what your words have done
You can try
You can cry
You can plead
But your not innocent
Maby next time
You won't let t get that far
You'll shut your mouth cause
You know what the consequences are
Blood on your hands
I hope you realize now
You killer her yourself
I hope you figure that out
How do you feel now she's gone
And her family is torn
How do you feel
Now she's watching you live on
How do you feel now she's gonna
And what your words have done
You can try
You can cry
You can plead
But your not innocent
It's to late
It's to late
It's to late
It's to late
It's to late
It's to late
It's to late
To late".

Tears were running down my face like a fountain

I couldn't take it anymore

I ran backstage into the dressing room and grabbed my extra razor

1 for Sam
2 for my parents
3 for getting kidnapped
4 for being bullied
5 for thinking he was gone

Here was banging on the wall but all I could focus on was my cuts

6 for breathing
7 for my family
8 for my friends

I was getting light headed and everything got blurry

9 for breathing
10 for being adopted
11 for hate
12 for being alive

The door swung open and I blacked out  

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